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Wow. It has been over a year since I have posted here. Hello again blog. So much has happened, I really don't know where to start. I have been to see my dad twice with Danny in the past year. The last time was this last weekend and we took the kids. They really had a good time. Everyone got...
I'm really having a hard time with some things right now. For starters, I've been talking to my family for a while now. I talk to my dad weekly and look forward to our conversations. I talk to two of my brothers, though are relationship is distant, it's there. And finally, I talk to my mom. I...
I am so frustrated right now I could just scream. I have been renting my house for almost 2 months and I have been able to stay in it maybe a total of 5 days. First I had no heat. Then the tub leaked. We got the heat taken care of. Today, we went to fix the tub so I could finally finish moving...
Finally, I get some rest. After Christmas, after Thanksgiving, now I get some rest. I have been going nonstop the past 2 1/2 weeks. Since I started working, it seems like my days off are filled with working on my house and that is going nowhere. I moved in for like 2 weeks and then had to move...
Lately I have really been struggling with this whole concept of “work your way into it”. That is what the doctor told me to do regarding my ankle. He said I wasn't healed yet, but I was to work my way into regular activities. “Work your way into it”. I cannot think of words that disturb me more...
Okay, so here I am. It's 4:25 am and I am here writing. Why? Because I can't sleep. I've been up since about 3:30 because I'm sick and can't breathe. I've been sick since Sunday. It hit me really suddenly too. I woke up that morning to go to practice and I just did not feel good. Saturday I had...
Today was an absolute mess. I totally lost it. Like totally. I was sobbing and I was mad and sad and I hated it. I took 30 minutes out of my day to be completely, utterly selfish. And I kinda feel better. For the past month I have been stuck on the couch due to my broken ankle. Because of the...
Well, another weekend has come and gone. Same old, same old. We are getting closer to the 4th of July though, and that makes me happy. That means the show is almost here! At first I wasn't too sure about performing in front of a lot of people at the park, but now I'm starting to get excited...
Alrighty. So I did it, and I got baptized. I survived. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. It was still pretty traumatic, but I am more comfortable with water now. I was shaking the whole time. I did get water in my cast. It took about a day and a half to dry out. It doesn't stink...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Okay, now that I have that out of my system...I'm getting baptized tomorrow. I am scared to death of water and I'm getting baptized in a pool. A pool! Of water! A big pool! I can't believe I'm actually doing this. I'm so nervous. There is no way I'll be able to sleep tonight...
Twiggy reads my blog. Hi Twiggy. It's finally Friday. 3 more weeks in the cast to go. I go back to the doctor on July 14. In the meantime, I sit here. I've been reading this health book lately. Since I have no choice but to sit on my butt and hope I heal right, I can just imagine gaining all...
Yeah, well it's not getting any better. Fortunately though, I did get the joy of my life taking a shower today. Woot! I never knew it could be such a life changing event. Suddenly for an hour after hot water, I felt rejuvinated! Then I realized that regardless of whether or not I am clean and...
The past two weeks have just been a mess. And it's not going to get any better for at least another month. I broke my ankle on the 2nd. Broke a piece of the bone completely off. I just got my cast on 4 days ago. And the doctor ordered me to stay on my butt for the next 4 weeks and keep it up. I...
Broken I come; humbled I come
All that I am is before You
All of my life I have tried
To accomplish my dreams
And I've fallen
I need You to save me
Chorus:
Save me from this mess that I've made
From following in my own selfish ways
Bring me back from the familiar
And save me from this...
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Sometimes I wish that I could
Fade away in the night
Like the stars in the sky
Giving light for all of the world to see
Shining oh so bright
Chorus:
Cause You make me
Wanna be greater than anything
The world's ever seen
And You make me
Wanna fly higher and soar like
The birds in the sky - I...
Alright so I got totally bored today and decided to start a web site. I've had this dream of like goin around and telling my story and doing my music stuff and travelling for a really long time. I can't do the travelling part, but I can get my story out there and my music and my life. People...
So I am sitting here watching tv, and there is a documentary on about ants. (Yes, laugh now at my geekness!) It is absolutely incredible! These little ants from Brazil strip trees of their foliage in days cutting the leaves into little shapes with their mandables and carry them 1/2 of a mile...
In You, I am saved
In You, I am changed
In You, I am redeemed
In You I am made clean
And I'm no longer a stranger
No longer a stranger in You
And I'm no longer a stranger
No longer a stranger in You
In You, I have hope
In You, I have peace
In You, I have joy
And in You I have my being...