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Blog entries by GoTeamGod112011

GoTeamGod112011
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since i was 13, ive been diagonsed with polycystic ovarian sydrome. it means i have many cysts that grow on my ovaries. in most women who have it means they cannot bear children among other things. so yesterday i have an unbearble pain in my lower abdomen..and utoh..that means cysts are acting...
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when i get into a depression, i lose sight of everything. i make up excuses so i can do bad things that comfort me. im going to come clean so i can have people pray for me. since janurary ive been dealing with a spiritual battle.i would have victories in Christ but then satan with his fiery...
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i had a beautiful moment today. theres this place i go where i park my car and just look out at the ocean. its so soothing. today in my head replayed "God wants you to enjoy this, God made this for you to know of his glory." i thanked God for the many gifts He has given me. Tonight i went to...
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for a long time ive been struggling to trusting in Jesus. my first thing is well how do i even start? how do i know what jesus wants from me? where do i seek him? i guess i was expecting too much to happen. instead of letting the spirit cone inside i was trying to force it. i would get...
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Today was a very rough day for myself. i felt alone, worthless and my life not meaning anything. so i did something to myself and im tottaly not proud of what happened next. my thoughts were bleak. i just wanted to go home. in the thing im not proud of, a voice came to me and said "Your worth...
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I am a rock. My heart is hard like one. Outword I'm rough, hard and tough. Inwardly God sees the bright hem inside of me. I just know myself as the hard rock. The more I seek God, the more he breaks apart my exterior and I feel my inner self shine. I know I am a treasure to God. He just breaks...
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Today is the first day where i started to feel genuine happiness. i suffer from anxiety and depression. the majority of my days are happy, but its the wanting to feel the happy emotion, instead of the usual tense and uneasiness. its very hard for me to make friendships and develop them. im a...
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today is the day where I find it so hard not to drink. I am a recovering alcoholic at the age of 23. I want to drink so bad. I keep tasting baileys in my mouth. I.want it sooooooooooooo bad. More than anything at this moment. I need Gods help right now. I know your there and you listen. Please...
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[COLOR="Purple"] God why do you love me??I am just a nail in your wrist, a thorn in your crown. You bled and died for me. I take my life for granted. You have given me such an awesome life on this earth. I no longer worry about the future God. Today is called the present because each day is a...
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these are the days where the pain doesnt stop everything is hard, everything is difficult these are the days where the storms dont stop im drowning in a sea of tears but then Lord you send your grace upon me! you shower me in your love I hear you say believe in my word I am forever...