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Blog entries by Fangtastic

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What a circus act my group in rehab is. Asking us where we see ourselves in 5 years.I felt like a can of spam...How can anyone 'see' themselves in 5 years. Never thinking too much in the future is my personal preference. I saw this film Lucy the other night and realized I am one of the pack...
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It's as real as it can get this 'rehabbing' I have a best friend in sobriety. All kinds of stress leaving and I'm cranking out the good that I used to feel in living. I'm packed full of hope. A little more Holy Spirit a little less Ryker.
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Action speaks louder than words they say so whether this is truly fact or not I need to cut through the bull and get with it. I have no will to be what is expected of me in a short time....but I shall get there. A lot of people in the same boat as me prepare themselves for rehab by cutting...
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I'm not myself. I'm lost & tumbling. Every part of my body hurts today. No clear thoughts just this pattern of 'been there done this' feeling. I feel sorry for anyone who deals with me right now. Got the shakes and chills. Sleepy and I have major tasks today.
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My Outpatient clinic is full.Such activity which makes my monitoring stressful. My day ends at 2 pm & then I retreat to either home or my Dads to regroup. I am learning to put myself in a peaceful place where prayer is the first thing and last thing I do daily. I am feeling...
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My December is starting out to be unordinary as I find myself heading into a drug treatment program. This is my own voluntary self choosing so not an intervention. Those always failed. You must change your entire mindset and give it all to God before you can let ego and pride go. Both of which I...