Well, my class was cancelled for today, so I went to class and no one was there, so I went home.
Other than that, all day long I heard this ugly voice in my head. The ugly voice is constantly tormenting me, telling me to do terrible things and saying that terrible things will happen. I really wish I could cast out this demon, or whatever it is. This demon has no fear of me at all. He just laughs and laughs and laughs at me.
I really wish I could have peace of mind. It would be so nice to just hear silence for a while inside of my head. For some reason it just isn't meant to be. All day long I hear multiple voices in my head. Some are bad, some are good. It wouldn't be so bad if I just heard nice voices, but that isn't the case. Even if I only heard nice voices, that would probably be tiresome too. It's just very stressful and incapacitating to hear these voices all day long. It makes me feel like I can't accomplish anything in life, being so tormented. I wanted to accomplish things, but the devil voice is constantly laughing at me and tormenting me.
I feel like it's all my fault too. I liked demons and drew lots of pictures of demons when I was a kid, so I feel like these voices are the result of liking demons when I was younger. Either that or I sinned too greatly in life. I sinned greatly and the devil voice says that I'm just bad enough for hell. He says I'm not too bad or good, but I'm just bad enough for hell.
Anyway, I'm having a hard time functioning because of the voices. If only I could just hear silence and not voices all the time.
Other than that, all day long I heard this ugly voice in my head. The ugly voice is constantly tormenting me, telling me to do terrible things and saying that terrible things will happen. I really wish I could cast out this demon, or whatever it is. This demon has no fear of me at all. He just laughs and laughs and laughs at me.
I really wish I could have peace of mind. It would be so nice to just hear silence for a while inside of my head. For some reason it just isn't meant to be. All day long I hear multiple voices in my head. Some are bad, some are good. It wouldn't be so bad if I just heard nice voices, but that isn't the case. Even if I only heard nice voices, that would probably be tiresome too. It's just very stressful and incapacitating to hear these voices all day long. It makes me feel like I can't accomplish anything in life, being so tormented. I wanted to accomplish things, but the devil voice is constantly laughing at me and tormenting me.
I feel like it's all my fault too. I liked demons and drew lots of pictures of demons when I was a kid, so I feel like these voices are the result of liking demons when I was younger. Either that or I sinned too greatly in life. I sinned greatly and the devil voice says that I'm just bad enough for hell. He says I'm not too bad or good, but I'm just bad enough for hell.
Anyway, I'm having a hard time functioning because of the voices. If only I could just hear silence and not voices all the time.
