Well, today was better. I read a lot from Acts in The Bible. I read about so many different things. Most of it was about Paul's ministry. I read about how Paul was saved from Jail one time (at least I think that is what it was about).
I want to believe that God loves me. It's hard because of the voices. I keep thinking that these voices are a punishment from God. The nice voice says "What the devil does, he does on his own. He doesn't follow God's orders."
I want to make my life more about God. I'm not a very good Christian. I'll go to church again this Sunday. I'm reading "The Message," a book by Eugene H. Peterson because I have a hard time understanding the language of The Bible. I like it a lot. It's easy to read and understand.
School starts again on September 10th. I'm still struggling with my faith and the voices. I keep thinking that I will go to hell based on my grades in school. The nice voice says "If you really think that will happen you should quit. Nothing is worth going to hell over." The nice voice also says that "Jesus wouldn't do that to you over a grade." So I'm not sure what to believe. I like the program I'm taking, so I don't want to quit. However, I know that The Bible says if something is causing you to go to hell you should stop it. The nice voice just told me that "It's all nonsense!" So maybe it is all just craziness.
I want to believe that God loves me. It's hard because of the voices. I keep thinking that these voices are a punishment from God. The nice voice says "What the devil does, he does on his own. He doesn't follow God's orders."
I want to make my life more about God. I'm not a very good Christian. I'll go to church again this Sunday. I'm reading "The Message," a book by Eugene H. Peterson because I have a hard time understanding the language of The Bible. I like it a lot. It's easy to read and understand.
School starts again on September 10th. I'm still struggling with my faith and the voices. I keep thinking that I will go to hell based on my grades in school. The nice voice says "If you really think that will happen you should quit. Nothing is worth going to hell over." The nice voice also says that "Jesus wouldn't do that to you over a grade." So I'm not sure what to believe. I like the program I'm taking, so I don't want to quit. However, I know that The Bible says if something is causing you to go to hell you should stop it. The nice voice just told me that "It's all nonsense!" So maybe it is all just craziness.
