Well, the voices were wrong again. I went to the dentist and everything was okay. I played a lot of Overwatch today too. I really enjoy it. I was going to read from The Bible, but I forgot to. Maybe I will do that after I write in this blog entry.
The evil voice told me that I would lose my cat if I pet her again before writing this blog entry. I really don't want to lose my cat. She is very dear to me. She's a very nice cat and my family loves her.
I'm not sure what else to write. I keep arguing with the good voice. I'm very pessimistic and the good voice is always trying to say something good. I almost always disagree with it, but sometimes I agree. Sometimes, when the voice says "Maybe Jesus loves you," I say "I hope so." That is usually my response when I agree with the nice voice. I just say, "I hope so."
I just took my pills and I will go to bed soon. I always worry that something terrible is gong to happen to me. The voices make me really paranoid. I keep thinking that if I get a C in college, everything will be over. The nice voice says "If you think going to college will make you go to hell, you should quit as soon as possible." I know it doesn't really make sense, but I just feel like I've been given signs that that is the truth.
Here is a Christmas song that I like. It's kind of funny.
The nice voice always says "Maybe you're not a horrible person. Maybe you're a good person who has sinned!" I guess I hope this is true. I try to be a nice person. I don't want to be a bad person.
Anyway, that's about all I have to write today. I think I'll read some from The Bible after this. Good night.
Well, I read some of The Bible. I read some of Acts. I read about how Stephen died and about Simon the "Great Wizard."
The evil voice told me that I would lose my cat if I pet her again before writing this blog entry. I really don't want to lose my cat. She is very dear to me. She's a very nice cat and my family loves her.
I'm not sure what else to write. I keep arguing with the good voice. I'm very pessimistic and the good voice is always trying to say something good. I almost always disagree with it, but sometimes I agree. Sometimes, when the voice says "Maybe Jesus loves you," I say "I hope so." That is usually my response when I agree with the nice voice. I just say, "I hope so."
I just took my pills and I will go to bed soon. I always worry that something terrible is gong to happen to me. The voices make me really paranoid. I keep thinking that if I get a C in college, everything will be over. The nice voice says "If you think going to college will make you go to hell, you should quit as soon as possible." I know it doesn't really make sense, but I just feel like I've been given signs that that is the truth.
Here is a Christmas song that I like. It's kind of funny.
The nice voice always says "Maybe you're not a horrible person. Maybe you're a good person who has sinned!" I guess I hope this is true. I try to be a nice person. I don't want to be a bad person.
Anyway, that's about all I have to write today. I think I'll read some from The Bible after this. Good night.
Well, I read some of The Bible. I read some of Acts. I read about how Stephen died and about Simon the "Great Wizard."
