Well, today was pretty good. I played a lot of Overwatch and had a lot of fun. I also read from Romans and Colossians in The Bible. I'm not very good at reading The Bible. The language can be difficult to understand. Tomorrow I'm going to the dentist, which I'm not looking forward to. I really don't like the dentist. I don't always brush my teeth every day and this causes problems with my teeth.
I keep arguing with my voices. The good voice seems like it has good intentions. I don't really trust it though. The bad voice is always saying terrible things and tries to get me to make bets. I never made bets before I started hearing the bad voice. The bad voice started making bets and then I started making bets on accident after hearing it make bets.
I hope that Jesus loves me. For some reason I keep thinking the opposite. The good voice keeps saying things like "What if Jesus does love you?" I always argue a lot with it. I keep thinking of these signs I was given. I keep basing my faith on signs. The good voice says "Maybe those signs are from the devil." I keep arguing with it though. I keep saying, "If God loves me and forgives me, then The Holy Spirit would be with me. And if The Holy Spirit were with me, then there would be no room for the devil in my body. But the devil is here so that means there is no Holy Spirit in me and that means God doesn't forgive me." I keep basing everything on logic.
Anyway, here is a Christian song that I like. I like this singer a lot.
I keep thinking that if I hear the devil in my head, God can't possibly love me. God would drive the devil away. So, I don't really know what to do. I'll keep trying, but I feel like there is no hope. The evil voice always tells me "You think there is hope... but there really is none. You're already in a coffin."
I keep arguing with my voices. The good voice seems like it has good intentions. I don't really trust it though. The bad voice is always saying terrible things and tries to get me to make bets. I never made bets before I started hearing the bad voice. The bad voice started making bets and then I started making bets on accident after hearing it make bets.
I hope that Jesus loves me. For some reason I keep thinking the opposite. The good voice keeps saying things like "What if Jesus does love you?" I always argue a lot with it. I keep thinking of these signs I was given. I keep basing my faith on signs. The good voice says "Maybe those signs are from the devil." I keep arguing with it though. I keep saying, "If God loves me and forgives me, then The Holy Spirit would be with me. And if The Holy Spirit were with me, then there would be no room for the devil in my body. But the devil is here so that means there is no Holy Spirit in me and that means God doesn't forgive me." I keep basing everything on logic.
Anyway, here is a Christian song that I like. I like this singer a lot.
I keep thinking that if I hear the devil in my head, God can't possibly love me. God would drive the devil away. So, I don't really know what to do. I'll keep trying, but I feel like there is no hope. The evil voice always tells me "You think there is hope... but there really is none. You're already in a coffin."
