Today was okay, I guess. Earlier in the day I was hearing the evil voice. The evil voice kept calling me "worthless" and other names. My parents told me that I'm going to hear more voices because I'm currently on break from school. They say I need structure to help stop the voices. I decided to listen to music in order to drown out the voices.
The nice voice in my head continued to tell me to quit school. He said "If you think you're going to hell because you're going to school you should just quit!" He keeps saying that nothing is worth going to hell over, so I should quit school as soon as possible.
However, there is a part of me that just doesn't want to quit. I've tried quitting before and it just made me more miserable. I really worry that the voices are correct though and that I will go to hell if I don't quit school. I wish I never made bets in my head. I wouldn't feel this way if I didn't make those bets.
I played some Overwatch today on my video game console. It's really fun. I like playing it. I'm thinking of playing Fallout 4 as well. I'm looking forward to Life is Strange 2. I really liked the original Life is Strange and Life is Strange: Before the Storm. I need to save my money, though, if I'm going to play it. I usually use up all my money before each month is over, and Life is Strange 2 comes out on September 27th.
Here is a Christian song I like that I was listening to lately. My mom told me that she really likes this song when she heard me listening to it.
The good voice in my head quoted some scripture in his attempt to get me to quit school. He said, "The Bible says you should cut off your hand if it is causing you to go to hell. So, if going to school is causing you to go to hell you should stop!"
No matter how many times people tell me God and Jesus love me, I can never get it into my head. I keep believing the stupid voices.
Today I read from Romans in The Bible. I liked what I read. I want to be saved. Hopefully The Bible will lead me there.
My parents had a fight tonight, but now they are feeling better, praise God! I'm really happy that my parents are feeling better.
The nice voice in my head continued to tell me to quit school. He said "If you think you're going to hell because you're going to school you should just quit!" He keeps saying that nothing is worth going to hell over, so I should quit school as soon as possible.
However, there is a part of me that just doesn't want to quit. I've tried quitting before and it just made me more miserable. I really worry that the voices are correct though and that I will go to hell if I don't quit school. I wish I never made bets in my head. I wouldn't feel this way if I didn't make those bets.
I played some Overwatch today on my video game console. It's really fun. I like playing it. I'm thinking of playing Fallout 4 as well. I'm looking forward to Life is Strange 2. I really liked the original Life is Strange and Life is Strange: Before the Storm. I need to save my money, though, if I'm going to play it. I usually use up all my money before each month is over, and Life is Strange 2 comes out on September 27th.
Here is a Christian song I like that I was listening to lately. My mom told me that she really likes this song when she heard me listening to it.
The good voice in my head quoted some scripture in his attempt to get me to quit school. He said, "The Bible says you should cut off your hand if it is causing you to go to hell. So, if going to school is causing you to go to hell you should stop!"
No matter how many times people tell me God and Jesus love me, I can never get it into my head. I keep believing the stupid voices.
Today I read from Romans in The Bible. I liked what I read. I want to be saved. Hopefully The Bible will lead me there.
My parents had a fight tonight, but now they are feeling better, praise God! I'm really happy that my parents are feeling better.
