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August 23rd

Things went okay today I guess. I'm getting ready for the last day of school. Tomorrow is the last day of school. We get to show off the game we made this semester. Our game is pretty cool. It's very short, though. I can beat it in just a few minutes. If we had more time it would be longer, I know it.

I'm trying to believe that things will be okay. The nice voice in my head says, "Jesus wouldn't bury you alive, even if you got a C!" I want to believe that. I want to believe that Jesus and God love me. One thing is for certain: I really don't want to quit school. Hopefully if things go okay this semester I will be able to have better faith next semester. Every semester I get paranoid towards the end and the voices pressure me to quit. I guess I'm happy that I didn't quit this semester. Please pray for me that I will do well in my classes.

Here is another one of my favorite Christian songs. I really like this singer.


All in all I've been feeling better lately. I'm not as afraid as I used to be. The nice voice in my head says "If you really feel like Jesus is going to get you for getting a C you should just quit. It's not worth taking the risk." I feel like going to school for me is like playing Russian Roulette. It's a dangerous game. Sooner or later, I'm gonna get burned. Hopefully it's all bologna though. Maybe the nice voice is right. Jesus isn't going to bury me alive for getting a C. I hope that's the truth. It would make going to school a lot easier for me.

Please pray for me that tomorrow will go well at school. I really want to have a good time showing off my game. People will get to play test it as well. It should be fun.

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