Well, I finished my game today, or at least one build of it. Hopefully I'll do well in my classes. I really believe that I'm going to get a C and then I'll be in a coffin forever. I know it doesn't make rational sense, but that's just what I believe based on the signs I've been given.
I keep thinking that I'm a horrible person. One voice in my head keeps saying "Maybe you're not a horrible person." I keep telling that voice that I've done horrible things and that is what makes me a horrible person. A good person does good things and a horrible person does horrible things. So that makes me a horrible person.
So I keep thinking I'm going to hell on the 24th or the 25th of August. I hope it's not true. I just keep thinking that it is going to happen. I keep visualizing what will happen if I get a C. I keep thinking I'll be teleported into a coffin in a flash of light, and then that's it. That will be the end of me.
Friday is when I demo my game for all the other students. I hope people enjoy it. It's not really finished, but it's the best I could do.
Here is another Christian song that I like.
I hope God loves me. For some reason I keep thinking he hates me even though everyone tells me God loves me. Maybe I should just listen to everyone else, I guess. I want to have faith, but I just don't have much.
Thank you to all the people giving me good advice. I want to accept it, I just keep getting too paranoid inside of my mind. Please pray that I will have faith. Thank you.
I keep thinking that I'm a horrible person. One voice in my head keeps saying "Maybe you're not a horrible person." I keep telling that voice that I've done horrible things and that is what makes me a horrible person. A good person does good things and a horrible person does horrible things. So that makes me a horrible person.
So I keep thinking I'm going to hell on the 24th or the 25th of August. I hope it's not true. I just keep thinking that it is going to happen. I keep visualizing what will happen if I get a C. I keep thinking I'll be teleported into a coffin in a flash of light, and then that's it. That will be the end of me.
Friday is when I demo my game for all the other students. I hope people enjoy it. It's not really finished, but it's the best I could do.
Here is another Christian song that I like.
I hope God loves me. For some reason I keep thinking he hates me even though everyone tells me God loves me. Maybe I should just listen to everyone else, I guess. I want to have faith, but I just don't have much.
Thank you to all the people giving me good advice. I want to accept it, I just keep getting too paranoid inside of my mind. Please pray that I will have faith. Thank you.
