I played some Settlers of Catan with my brother and my best friend today. That was the good of today.
The bad is that I'm not sure my work will be saved that I did this weekend. I have to find out on Monday whether or not my work will be saved.
I'm really worried that I will go to hell on Friday. I feel like I will be put in a coffin and no one will know it. Not my mom or dad or my brother or my friends. I'm worried that God will create a copy of me so that no one will know that I'm gone. The evil voice in my head makes all kinds of jokes about me. He makes coffin jokes. He says things like "Hey there may not be any video games, but you can always PLAY DEAD!" The evil voice says "Dear Lord have mercy!" a lot. He loves saying "Dear Lord have mercy!" He says it's his way of laughing at me.
I hope that God will save me somehow, but I'm very afraid. I feel like I've been given all kinds of signs that I will be in a coffin.
I like listening to Christian music and that helps me feel better. I just feel bad because I feel like I will be stuck in a coffin and I'll only be able to hear Christian music in my head. The evil voice says "Worship him in a coffin!"
If anything is true I have repented. I haven't done anything really bad in 10 years. But I still think what I did was too bad to be forgiven.
Here is a song I listened to today. I really like it.
So, anyway, I really think I will be teleported into the coffin on Friday. Friday is when they will do it. They showed me Friday on the calendar on my phone, so that is the day. I'll miss everyone, but they won't miss me. Cya. Sorry I'm acting like a jerk. I'm just really upset.
The bad is that I'm not sure my work will be saved that I did this weekend. I have to find out on Monday whether or not my work will be saved.
I'm really worried that I will go to hell on Friday. I feel like I will be put in a coffin and no one will know it. Not my mom or dad or my brother or my friends. I'm worried that God will create a copy of me so that no one will know that I'm gone. The evil voice in my head makes all kinds of jokes about me. He makes coffin jokes. He says things like "Hey there may not be any video games, but you can always PLAY DEAD!" The evil voice says "Dear Lord have mercy!" a lot. He loves saying "Dear Lord have mercy!" He says it's his way of laughing at me.
I hope that God will save me somehow, but I'm very afraid. I feel like I've been given all kinds of signs that I will be in a coffin.
I like listening to Christian music and that helps me feel better. I just feel bad because I feel like I will be stuck in a coffin and I'll only be able to hear Christian music in my head. The evil voice says "Worship him in a coffin!"
If anything is true I have repented. I haven't done anything really bad in 10 years. But I still think what I did was too bad to be forgiven.
Here is a song I listened to today. I really like it.
So, anyway, I really think I will be teleported into the coffin on Friday. Friday is when they will do it. They showed me Friday on the calendar on my phone, so that is the day. I'll miss everyone, but they won't miss me. Cya. Sorry I'm acting like a jerk. I'm just really upset.
