Not doing very good. I keep trying to contact one of my classmates from school but I can't get through to him. The phone doesn't even ring. It just says "Call ended" as soon as I call him. I'm really worried that he's going to screw up our project and I haven't been able to contact him.
The evil voice is laughing at me. He says it's divine intervention that I'm not able to contact my classmate. He says I'm going to get a C because of this and then I'm going to hell because of it. I really believe I'm going to be buried alive if I get a C. As soon as I get a C I'll be in a coffin. No one will notice because a copy of me will be created when I'm gone. So all the people that love me will never notice.
I feel like the fact that I can't contact him is evidence that God is out to get me. My parents have told me that I need to stop contacting my classmates or else he might get angry with me. I feel like everything is going to go wrong because that is God's will. One voice in my head keeps saying, "What can you do if God hates you that much." I really feel like God hates me a whole lot. That's why I'm going to hell soon. Everyone else will be forgiven, but not me. It doesn't matter how bad that person is, the voice keep saying only I will go to hell forever. Everyone else will eventually be freed, but I will go to hell forever.
I keep praying to God that my classmate will contact me somehow or that I will be able to get through to him. But the voice says, "When you really need God, he won't be there."
Today, also, my calendar magically popped up on my phone showing the 25th on it. This means I will be buried alive on the 25th. It may be the 24th though. I'm not too sure what date it showed.
I really think my time is up. I should be gone in less than a week and no one will never notice. I won't even exist anymore except in a coffin.
The evil voice is laughing at me. He says it's divine intervention that I'm not able to contact my classmate. He says I'm going to get a C because of this and then I'm going to hell because of it. I really believe I'm going to be buried alive if I get a C. As soon as I get a C I'll be in a coffin. No one will notice because a copy of me will be created when I'm gone. So all the people that love me will never notice.
I feel like the fact that I can't contact him is evidence that God is out to get me. My parents have told me that I need to stop contacting my classmates or else he might get angry with me. I feel like everything is going to go wrong because that is God's will. One voice in my head keeps saying, "What can you do if God hates you that much." I really feel like God hates me a whole lot. That's why I'm going to hell soon. Everyone else will be forgiven, but not me. It doesn't matter how bad that person is, the voice keep saying only I will go to hell forever. Everyone else will eventually be freed, but I will go to hell forever.
I keep praying to God that my classmate will contact me somehow or that I will be able to get through to him. But the voice says, "When you really need God, he won't be there."
Today, also, my calendar magically popped up on my phone showing the 25th on it. This means I will be buried alive on the 25th. It may be the 24th though. I'm not too sure what date it showed.
I really think my time is up. I should be gone in less than a week and no one will never notice. I won't even exist anymore except in a coffin.
