April 16th

Hi,

Had a tough day today. Sometimes the evil voice that I hear really takes control. The voice becomes really powerful and I feel really terrible.

I hear a nice voice too that tries to help me. The nice voice says that Jesus loves me and that I am saved by faith. The nice voice says that I need to have faith and then I will be saved by Jesus. Sometimes I argue with the nice voice and deny Jesus. Then the evil voice will come and torment me. So I guess I need to learn to just accept what the nice voice says.

I'm really afraid that I will die soon and I'm not sure what will happen to me after that. The good voice says that if I put my faith in Jesus he will forgive me. I'm going to try to put my faith in Jesus as much as I can. The good voice constantly tells me to have faith. He says my salvation depends on it.

Thanks for any help,

SnowTiger