Like duh I forgot,
then I remembered hey wait a minute- this thing that happened to me, this attack against my skin-
I was thinking this is the worst my skin/attack has ever been- maybe ever, or maybe since one other time.
(someone even made a bad joke about me, that I was like a leper)
I mean it's real scary. Then it just popped into my head about-rosacea.
I remember when my mother told me when she dicovered that was what she had, why she still had adult acne & why her face was reddish most of the time.
Ug I think I've gotten this from her.(It is common in certain nationalities and can be inherited)
It's like I thought though, just looking it up online, I was right about the triggers- they have a list of what can cause the flare-ups.
Caffeine, substances that sting or cause redness-like those alcohol wipes ( I've always thought it was good to use alcohol to clean my face'cause it would kill bacteria- but maybe I was wrong all this time, and something gentler would actually help)
and I just read 81% of people say sun expose was the cause for their flare-up & 75% hot weather- another description was heat from sunlight.
Not only was I in the heat & sun, but then there was also a ton of direct sun coming through my bus window on the certain side- which is the side of my face that is much worse.
Suprisingly another symptom is the feeling of burning or itching ( I have felt this for yrs. esp. when I first wake up, when the weather is too hot & sometimes under stress).
Another symptom can be burning itching gritty eyes, which I did have real bad last weekend.
And this seems to also be connected to an abnormal immune or inflammatory response- of which I have long suspected I have some kind of problem with, that I need healing from...
It seems as if I have type 2. rosacea
My take on this is that I think it may be connected ( I do believe in psych-body connections) to being irritated & or angry.
It may sound simplistic, but this is what I see.My mother, myself, my friend who is rather a "hot head" of which we can barely get along becuase we fought so much. She also seems to have a extra sympton that goes with it-facial edema (and extreme flushing in certain situations). Then I read Bill Clinton has it,Mariah Carey,Rosie O'Donnell,...all people known for temper tantrums, being easily irritated.
So last weekend, I must admit, though I wasn't really angry, or like fighting- I was irritated often (with my son).
So I think there is some connection there, and like too with stress anger & the immune system.
My theory is something like: people of this type may put so much into being "over sensitive", defensive, irritated, angry, argumentative,combative...that there isn't much left to fight physical invaders against their body. That's what the immune system is about, to fight off & defend against invaders and things that would attack the body.
Or, I've heard that certain extreme reactions of the immune system cause things like, allergies, extreme inflammatory responses, I think lupus...and this rosacea could be another symptom.
Is this like an extreme defensive response, extreme fight response?
Either way I do believe there is a connection
( and symbolism in the process).
Now to break the generational curse, take authority over this, and receive my victory through prayer and belief in what Jesus did on the cross in paying the price for my healing
then I remembered hey wait a minute- this thing that happened to me, this attack against my skin-
I was thinking this is the worst my skin/attack has ever been- maybe ever, or maybe since one other time.
(someone even made a bad joke about me, that I was like a leper)
I mean it's real scary. Then it just popped into my head about-rosacea.
I remember when my mother told me when she dicovered that was what she had, why she still had adult acne & why her face was reddish most of the time.
Ug I think I've gotten this from her.(It is common in certain nationalities and can be inherited)
It's like I thought though, just looking it up online, I was right about the triggers- they have a list of what can cause the flare-ups.
Caffeine, substances that sting or cause redness-like those alcohol wipes ( I've always thought it was good to use alcohol to clean my face'cause it would kill bacteria- but maybe I was wrong all this time, and something gentler would actually help)
and I just read 81% of people say sun expose was the cause for their flare-up & 75% hot weather- another description was heat from sunlight.
Not only was I in the heat & sun, but then there was also a ton of direct sun coming through my bus window on the certain side- which is the side of my face that is much worse.
Suprisingly another symptom is the feeling of burning or itching ( I have felt this for yrs. esp. when I first wake up, when the weather is too hot & sometimes under stress).
Another symptom can be burning itching gritty eyes, which I did have real bad last weekend.
And this seems to also be connected to an abnormal immune or inflammatory response- of which I have long suspected I have some kind of problem with, that I need healing from...
It seems as if I have type 2. rosacea
My take on this is that I think it may be connected ( I do believe in psych-body connections) to being irritated & or angry.
It may sound simplistic, but this is what I see.My mother, myself, my friend who is rather a "hot head" of which we can barely get along becuase we fought so much. She also seems to have a extra sympton that goes with it-facial edema (and extreme flushing in certain situations). Then I read Bill Clinton has it,Mariah Carey,Rosie O'Donnell,...all people known for temper tantrums, being easily irritated.
So last weekend, I must admit, though I wasn't really angry, or like fighting- I was irritated often (with my son).
So I think there is some connection there, and like too with stress anger & the immune system.
My theory is something like: people of this type may put so much into being "over sensitive", defensive, irritated, angry, argumentative,combative...that there isn't much left to fight physical invaders against their body. That's what the immune system is about, to fight off & defend against invaders and things that would attack the body.
Or, I've heard that certain extreme reactions of the immune system cause things like, allergies, extreme inflammatory responses, I think lupus...and this rosacea could be another symptom.
Is this like an extreme defensive response, extreme fight response?
Either way I do believe there is a connection
( and symbolism in the process).
Now to break the generational curse, take authority over this, and receive my victory through prayer and belief in what Jesus did on the cross in paying the price for my healing
