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If They Say, "Come With Us"SJL, Thank you for your time in response. Mine was not a wolf in sheep's clothing but my own father, who knew the real Truth. Yet, I am still...
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If They Say, "Come With Us"Jim, thank you for reading and for responding and for sharing your thoughts on this subject. It would take a book to share it all with you, and...
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If They Say, "Come With Us"Dear Christsfreeservant, Thank you for sharing your spiritual insight. Your topic is very timely, personally speaking, as I have struggled with...
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Learn to EndureYou are loved by God and nothing will change that. There will be more in the future. Jesus knows all of it, yet loves you with an eternal heart...
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Today I thought about my dolls. I was soothed thinking about my dolls. I was thinking about how I was tortured. I thought about the cruelty of my torturers. My soul felt pain about how I was treated. I was ritually abused by Satanist. My torturers were Satanist and worshiped evil. My torturers...
I read Psalms 137 verse 1 today, " By the rivers of Babylon, there we sat down, yea, we wept, when we remembered Zion." The Lord told my soul that He would heal the earth and make it beautiful. The Lord told my soul that each day he heals the earth more. The Lord told my soul that one day the...
Today I thought about dolls.
Me and Caleb brought 2 dollhouse books on kindle last night and spent time looking at them. They had beautiful doll rooms that were very soothing to look at. I imagined my doll May in her home and playing with her doll friends. I imagine May in a beautiful dress...
I read Psalms 136 verse 1, " O Give thanks unto the Lord; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever." The Lord told my soul that He will heal all torture victims and they will be in Heaven with their soulmates and loves ones and with Him. The Lord told my soul that He is merciful and that...
I thought of dolls today and doll therapy. The Lord has been using dolls to help me heal from my torture. I have three dolls. Their names are May, Lavender and Mara. My favorite doll is May but I love them all very much. May looks like me and the Lord gave her to me so I could feel my innocence...
I read Psalms 135 verse 6, " Whatsoever the Lord pleased, that did he in heaven, and in earth, in the seas, and all deep places." The Lord told my soul that he will heal the earth of all evil. The Lord told my soul that the earth will become a very beautiful. The Lord told my soul that He will...
Today I had a peaceful day. I prayed to the Lord about how he is using dolls to heal me and others. He told me that dolls will be used to heal people in Heaven. He told me that I will have my beautiful dolls in Heaven and play with them everyday. He told me that there will be doll books in...
I read Psalms 134 verse 2, " Lift up your hands in the sanctuary, and bless the Lord." The Lord told my soul that in church he loves when we praise Him. The Lord told my soul that He has beautiful sanctuary's on earth and in Heaven. The Lord told my soul that the world is full of beautiful...
Today was a quiet day. I suffered in my heart some. I suffered remembering how I was called evil many times in my torture. I was raped and called evil over and over and it hurt my heart. I was raped and tormented by Kevin and Silver. I was told I was not a pure soul. I was told that I was...
I read Psalms 133 verse 1, " Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!" The Lord told my soul that He loves when Christians gather together and pray and are at church and bible study. The Lord told my soul that Christians love each other and they bless each...
My friend Morgan came to visit me yesterday. I have known her since I was a little girl. We watched Under the Tuscan Sun and we went to the park. It was very soothing and a blessing to see her.
Today me and Caleb slept in and missed church. My dad was not feeling well and he slept in too. Only...
I read Psalms 132 verse 1, " Lord, remember David and all his afflictions." The Lord told my soul that He will remember the afflictions of torture victims. The Lord told my soul that He will protect and comfort torture victims. The Lord told my soul that He knows the afflictions of torture...
I had a quiet day today. I prayed today to the Lord for the ending of torture. I cried some because of memories of my torture. I prayed that the Lord would comfort torture victims.
I read Psalms 131 verse 1, " Lord, my heart is not haughty, nor mine eyes lofty: neither do I exercise myself in great matters, or in things too high for me." The Lord told my soul that torture victims are humble kind souls and are very gentle. The Lord told my soul that torturers are prideful...
I had a quiet day today. I prayed today and thought about the Lord and about His love for me. The Lord told me He would comfort my soul. He told me that He loves me very much and knows how sensitive I am and how soft I am and the pain in my heart. The Lord told me that He is protecting me each...
I read Psalms 130 verse 7, " Let Israel hope in the Lord: for with the Lord there is mercy, and with him is plenteous redemption." The Lord told my soul that He is merciful. The Lord told my soul that He knows the pain of torture victims. The Lord told my soul that He understands the pain of...
Today I had a soft day. Caleb was at work today. I worked on my story. I am working on a story about a torture victim healing. I did some chores today. I read the Bible some today. The Lord spoke to my heart and told me He was protecting me and that He would protect me each day and that He loved...
I read Psalms 129 verse 2 today, " Many a time have they afflicted me from my youth: yet they have prevailed against me." The Lord told my soul that even though I was tortured in my youth that He will heal me fully. The Lord told me that He understands my pain and suffering and knows the evil...
I had a quiet rainy day today. It was peaceful. I spent the day working on one of my stories. I took a nap as well.
I prayed about the ending of torture. I prayed to the Lord thanking Him for this love for me. I prayed thanking Him for His protection of me and my loved ones and Caleb.
I read Psalms 128 verse 5 today, " The Lord shall bless thee out of Zion: and thou shalt see the good of Jerusalem all the days of thy life." The Lord told my soul that He blesses the souls of suffering people. The Lord told my soul that He blesses beautiful souls because of the softness and...