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If They Say, "Come With Us"SJL, Thank you for your time in response. Mine was not a wolf in sheep's clothing but my own father, who knew the real Truth. Yet, I am still...
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If They Say, "Come With Us"Jim, thank you for reading and for responding and for sharing your thoughts on this subject. It would take a book to share it all with you, and...
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If They Say, "Come With Us"Dear Christsfreeservant, Thank you for sharing your spiritual insight. Your topic is very timely, personally speaking, as I have struggled with...
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Learn to EndureYou are loved by God and nothing will change that. There will be more in the future. Jesus knows all of it, yet loves you with an eternal heart...
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Hi. Well, I didn't quit school. Today was the last day to quit and I decided I wanted to stay in the program. I have really been enjoying learning how to make games. The first three semesters we made games using Game Maker Studio 2. This last semester we have been making a game using Unity. I...
Today went okay, I guess. I got work done on the game I'm making. I talked to the professor and he said that it was okay that I got in touch with him through my other professor. So, no harm done I guess.
Tomorrow is the last day for me to quit college. I probably won't quit. I know I'm going to...
I really had a bad day today (sort of). I was worried about my grade in a class so I had another professor talk to that specific professor. I got a very positive and helpful message from the professor of that class as a result. However, I'm worried that I will do worse in that class now that I...
Trying to be optimistic again.
Today was okay, I guess. I worked on the video game I'm making quite a bit. I recorded the dialogue for the game with my classmates. I played the role of the main character, so I had a very important part. I hope it went well.
The voices in my head keep telling...
Well, I switched back to the hell blog because now I'm feeling like I'm going to hell again. I was trying to be optimistic but now I feel really bad again. The voices in my head keep telling me to quit college or else suffer the consequences. I'm really afraid that Jesus will put me in hell in...
I went to church today, for the first time in maybe over a year. It was really nice. I will probably go back, if I have the chance. Everyone was warm and inviting.
I kept hearing the voices all throughout the service though, which made me feel bad. The devil voice kept telling me to do terrible...
I got a lot of work done today on the game I'm making. I still feel really bad though. I keep thinking I have to worship the church 244 times or else I will get a C. Somehow I got this thought in my head and I can't get it out.
I really feel like I will instantly go to hell if I get a C. I feel...
Having another bad day. I guess I got some work done at school. Now I'm having problems getting work done at home.
The voices keep telling me to go to a certain church and bow down before it 244 times. I really don't want to, but they keep insisting. They make it seem like everything in my life...
Had a pretty bad day today. I was doing okay. I did good in my first class. Then during the break between classes I had some very negative thoughts about God.
I believe I was punished for these thoughts. I got it into my head that I have to bow down for 244 seconds before a church or else I...
Well, my class was cancelled for today, so I went to class and no one was there, so I went home.
Other than that, all day long I heard this ugly voice in my head. The ugly voice is constantly tormenting me, telling me to do terrible things and saying that terrible things will happen. I really...
Well, I went to class today and that went well, sort of. I got some work done. My professor helped me with the dialogue for the game I'm making. After school I've been working on the script for my game.
Faith-wise I've been feeling together. I gave a lot to the poor today, which may have been a...
Hi. Today was going okay. I went to classes from 9 am to 4:30 pm. I'm working on a revision of my paper for my game stories class. I'm trying to create a video game level for my 3D modeling and animation class. It is coming along nicely.
But, I ran into some trouble at the supermarket. I got...
Feeling pretty bad. Today didn't seem too bad. I played some pool with my brother and my best friend. Afterward, I had a corn muffin with blueberries and a ginger beer. For dinner I had mashed potatoes, asparagus, channa masala beans, scrambled eggs, and kale. My brother and my best friend both...
I want to believe in Jesus, but I keep getting these awful feelings. Today I was listening to a music video and I got another deja vu. These deja vus that I get also seem like visions of the future. I feel like I've already done something and then I feel like I get a glimpse of the future along...
Today was pretty tough. The voices told me some things that really got me down. The voices really made me feel like I'm not loved. Everyone says God loves me, but this voice is always trying to bring me down. I have a hard time disbelieving it sometimes. I know that it's some form of the devil...
Well, today wasn't too bad. The voices are doing their usual thing. The evil voice says evil things. The good voice says nice things but he also tells me to quit college, so I question whether or not he really cares for me. Both voices are pressuring me to quit. I probably won't quit though...
Really believe I am going to hell soon. I keep arguing with the voices. They say "Maybe you're not a horrible person." I keep telling them all the things I did and that's why I'm a horrible person. I don't talk with people about what I did wrong, but I do talk to the voice about those things. I...
Really feeling miserable again. I had some good food today. I went to Mountain Mike's and had their garlic sticks with cheese and a root beer. It cost $9 and I gave then $1 as a tip. After that I gave $3 to a homeless and disabled man that I often help who live in my neighborhood.
Then I went...