I am working to get my life more on track with God. I don't know how well it is working... but I know that I am working... perhaps not as hard as possible - I haven't delved into His Word much lately - but it is a beginning.
I had a nice long talk with Him a few nights ago, and got a sense that He was telling me that there would be hard days ahead. I don't know if it is just me imagining that (overactive melancholy imagination?) or if it really is Him speaking... but... I don't know. I don't know how days can be any harder than they have been lately, but... if I have to find out, at least I know that God is there, and that Jesus will be walking with me.
I no longer have blades to use. I threw the last ones out on Sunday... so... eek! It is so very tempting to go out and buy more - only a dollar for four of them - but... I can't. I know - I know, in that way that cannot be mistaken - that I would go too far. And I don't want to end up in the ER for a bunch of stitches or a blood transfusion or anything, as dramatic as that may be. No. I don't want that much attention, heh, or that type of attention. Heh.
Uni starts back up on the 25th....
I am not really ready... don't want to go back to the grind. It will be nice to see my friends again, but I don't want to go through the stress that I have for my entire time in college - five years now!! I will be a senior... but not graduating yet... I don't feel like a senior - probably because I am only 20 - there are sophs my age!! heh - and also (obviously) because I won't be getting out of uni until 2010. Blah.
Oh well. There're still 20 days of freedom left!
so I am going to enjoy them as much as I can...
I had a nice long talk with Him a few nights ago, and got a sense that He was telling me that there would be hard days ahead. I don't know if it is just me imagining that (overactive melancholy imagination?) or if it really is Him speaking... but... I don't know. I don't know how days can be any harder than they have been lately, but... if I have to find out, at least I know that God is there, and that Jesus will be walking with me.
I no longer have blades to use. I threw the last ones out on Sunday... so... eek! It is so very tempting to go out and buy more - only a dollar for four of them - but... I can't. I know - I know, in that way that cannot be mistaken - that I would go too far. And I don't want to end up in the ER for a bunch of stitches or a blood transfusion or anything, as dramatic as that may be. No. I don't want that much attention, heh, or that type of attention. Heh.
Uni starts back up on the 25th....
I am not really ready... don't want to go back to the grind. It will be nice to see my friends again, but I don't want to go through the stress that I have for my entire time in college - five years now!! I will be a senior... but not graduating yet... I don't feel like a senior - probably because I am only 20 - there are sophs my age!! heh - and also (obviously) because I won't be getting out of uni until 2010. Blah.Oh well. There're still 20 days of freedom left!
so I am going to enjoy them as much as I can...
