- Sep 18, 2003
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I started talking to Steven Fuller about two months ago. When we met, it was love at first sight. I never imagined what love truly felt like until our eyes met for the first time.
As many of you may know, Steven was hit by a semi a couple weeks ago. After spending a week in a coma, he is awake but non responsive. The doctor's feel it will be a very long time before Steven is able to function normally again. His family and friends are suporting him and he gets constant visitors. My visits are generally late at night, though, so as to not make things tougher on his family. His mom is not okay with him being gay and doesn't want me around.
So, tonight I am leaving Madison and going home. I am going to make one last visit to Steven and then come home to be with my family and friends for the holidays. I am leaving a letter with his friends to give him when he recovers. It will explain why I felt this was the best choice to make while letting him know that it is the hardest thing I have ever done. It's tearing me apart inside. I have never felt pain like this.
But, I think it is the right thing to do. He has so much going on right now that the last thing he needs is to worry about me. So, I am sucking it in and doing what I think I should.
Just though I would let you know. I had to write this because it's so difficult and I want to see if anyone agrees that I am doing what is right.
love and prayers
Jacob
As many of you may know, Steven was hit by a semi a couple weeks ago. After spending a week in a coma, he is awake but non responsive. The doctor's feel it will be a very long time before Steven is able to function normally again. His family and friends are suporting him and he gets constant visitors. My visits are generally late at night, though, so as to not make things tougher on his family. His mom is not okay with him being gay and doesn't want me around.
So, tonight I am leaving Madison and going home. I am going to make one last visit to Steven and then come home to be with my family and friends for the holidays. I am leaving a letter with his friends to give him when he recovers. It will explain why I felt this was the best choice to make while letting him know that it is the hardest thing I have ever done. It's tearing me apart inside. I have never felt pain like this.
But, I think it is the right thing to do. He has so much going on right now that the last thing he needs is to worry about me. So, I am sucking it in and doing what I think I should.
Just though I would let you know. I had to write this because it's so difficult and I want to see if anyone agrees that I am doing what is right.
love and prayers
Jacob