people don't know what depression is. walk in my shoes, live in this body and you will know depression.
people get depressed over losing their jobs, over getting a divorce, over paying the bills. I wish I had those problems! I wish I had a wife, I wish I had a job. instead I'm a 24 year old still living my parents. I have bad eyesight, I'm overweight, I'm ugly, I have bad people skills . I have bad everything. you name it I have it . I don't consider myself normal. I'm a disgusting freak.
why would God do this to me? even murderers and rapists have life's. they even have wives. but me. when my parents die I'll be all alone in the world.
I've thought of suicide. but I'd probably fail at that too.