My husband and I just cant seem to get along. I feel like I always have to be the one to change. He says our marriage is this way because I always complain and I say I complain because there is not enough sex and intimacy. We both are unhappy. But we both want to be married to each other. We both have said things and done things in order to feel better, some not so good. I want to change. I dont want to lose him but some conflict comes because he is not a man of God. He has fallen off from attending church, stopped tithing, has picked up drinking, and I just dont feel he is leading us. Part I feel he is this way because of the nagging. I want to change but I always have this feeling of, look what he is doing. Someone help us please. We have brought up divorce more than once. This is both our 2nd marriage.
So don't nag him.
I have sometimes a similar situation. My husband IS a man of God but he is also a man with PTSD and he struggles when it comes to social stuff so sometimes he doesn't want to go to church or participate in things and he's always tempted to drink...used to hit the bottle hard but doesn't anymore.
we argue. i feel angry around him sometimes for unexplained reasons. he's the one with the high libido so he's the one who says I need to try harder at intimacy. I have anxiety too and it makes intimacy hard. We both have short tempers if we don't keep it in check.
Nagging doesn't help.
It stresses not only the other person but you as well because you have to repeat things over and over and over. it's draining.
And he will tune you out. Because you sound like a broken record.
Watch the movie "Fireproof".
It may seem hallmark-channel-cheesy, but it has a bit of wisdom in it.
I watched it last year as a newlywed, when there was little argument at all ever. And I watched it again recently now that we've been at this for a year and argue all the time.
There's alot of emphasis on doing things you know are kind even when the other spouse doesn't deserve the kindness.
there's also alot of emphasis on praying for God to keep the marriage together and to help both of you change for the better.
There's also a good book and workbook set called "love and respect".
There's chapters of emphasis on doing things that respect your spouse and being consciencious if you are disrespecting them.
Another good one- The 5 love languages.
You dont' even have to read the book if you don't want to.
You can take the quiz for free online and learn what each of your primaries are.
Apparently, it sounds like yours is physical touch.
His might be something else, like acts of service or quality time.
"speak" in his "language" with your actions whilst also NOT nagging him but DEFINITELY praising him for what he does right and after a few weeks he will probably notice the difference. And he will start making the effort to speak your language.
My hubby has told me many times that if I would praise him more and criticize less, and speak his languages, he'd be on board when I want something like for him to join me at church when he really doesn't feel like it.
Sure enough... he did it when I tried harder to be more supportive!
I know because I did all this stuff.