It will be 4 weeks ago, tomorrow.
I am still in some shock and denial, though it's beginning to wear off.
I hopped right over into the acceptance stage right away, but a friend told me to expect the other stages to come around eventually.
I've only experienced a few little glimpses of the anger stage so far.
We were married 26 years. He was the man of my dreams when we met.
The first 15 years were great. The last 3 years were pretty good.
The 8 years in between were hard.
The last 2 months... we were like newlyweds again. It was a gift from God.
I still have 1 more memorial services to attend... in July.
We are burying him in June.
We have 3 kids together.
He had 2 kids previously, and they each have 3 children, so I have 6 grandchildren.
I know he's in Heaven enjoying the presence of God.
He was a faithful husband, a hard worker, and good Samaritan, and fun to be around (when he wasn't stressed out). He loved me very much, and served our family always.
My children are 23-daughter, 19-son, and 15-son.
Financially, I was terrified at the beginning, though I have some faith now. I have never had a full-time job in my life... and once when I worked 20 hours a week for 3 weeks in a row, I barely had any energy left to do laundry and cooking. So I'm a little scared about that. My health insurance runs out in one year.
I am still in some shock and denial, though it's beginning to wear off.
I hopped right over into the acceptance stage right away, but a friend told me to expect the other stages to come around eventually.
I've only experienced a few little glimpses of the anger stage so far.
We were married 26 years. He was the man of my dreams when we met.
The first 15 years were great. The last 3 years were pretty good.
The 8 years in between were hard.
The last 2 months... we were like newlyweds again. It was a gift from God.
I still have 1 more memorial services to attend... in July.
We are burying him in June.
We have 3 kids together.
He had 2 kids previously, and they each have 3 children, so I have 6 grandchildren.
I know he's in Heaven enjoying the presence of God.
He was a faithful husband, a hard worker, and good Samaritan, and fun to be around (when he wasn't stressed out). He loved me very much, and served our family always.
My children are 23-daughter, 19-son, and 15-son.
Financially, I was terrified at the beginning, though I have some faith now. I have never had a full-time job in my life... and once when I worked 20 hours a week for 3 weeks in a row, I barely had any energy left to do laundry and cooking. So I'm a little scared about that. My health insurance runs out in one year.
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