OK - having said that [ and I really really
do mean it ]
Thanks everyone - things are definitely starting to lift. I've even managed to Skype with my Confessor twice and you have no idea how that has helped .
I just seem to have so many of these Anniversary 'moments' and I have to say they don't get any easier . This one was really bad
I'm still very emotional but improving - the black cloud has risen by about 2 feet