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It wasn't like this in the beginning. I hung out with the guy I'm dating a lot, but it wasn't because I was obsessed, it was just something to do beause we both had nothing better going on. But at this point, 7 or 8 months into it, I want to spend as much time as possible together and my irrational brain is telling me he ought to want that too...and when he puts other things ahead of me I get, um, moody and weird.
Logically I know he has to go to work, and classes, or spend time with his family and friends but for instance if he chooses to work a day he wasn't scheduled or asks for more days to work, or spends too many nights with the guys or something I start getting upset. I just don't want to feel that I am last on his list of priorities, that we only hang out when it is convenient for him and nothing else happens to be going on, so its time to call me up. And since he spends so much time doing other stuff we usually see each other late at night when he is sometimes tired.
I feel that sometimes I am justified but it is hard to figure out when I have a real grievance or when I am being overly demanding. I guess I don't think I'm clingy for wanting more daylight hours together, but I am being that way when I get mad that he didn't invite me out with him, or when I expect him to spend the entire day with me.
How often is too often to want to spend time with your SO? Now, I don't feel I need to see him every day, but every other day is my ideal. Also I think he only calls when we've got plans or something, is it clingy for me to want him to call just to see how I am, just to talk? Too much to ask at this point?
In the first few months I think he was the one trying to rush things...saying I love you first, wanting to spend lots of time together. He's talked about how he hopes we'll get married someday, having kids, etc etc. And now when I've started feeling the same way he's slacking off it seems like to me...although I am aware that relationships don't stay hot and heavy like they do in the beginning...I am just so confused.
I don't know how to fix this....I know its not just the relationship; if its in my personality it will be a problem no matter who I date. I think about him a lot. A LOT. I am stressed out in other areas and I think I use him to make myself feel better about things for awhile. My friends work multiple jobs and I am not a social person, so I spend a lot of time alone. I depend on him too much for my emotional needs. I try to focus on other things but it hasn't worked....trying new hobbies, getting a dog....still want him more than anything....
Logically I know he has to go to work, and classes, or spend time with his family and friends but for instance if he chooses to work a day he wasn't scheduled or asks for more days to work, or spends too many nights with the guys or something I start getting upset. I just don't want to feel that I am last on his list of priorities, that we only hang out when it is convenient for him and nothing else happens to be going on, so its time to call me up. And since he spends so much time doing other stuff we usually see each other late at night when he is sometimes tired.
I feel that sometimes I am justified but it is hard to figure out when I have a real grievance or when I am being overly demanding. I guess I don't think I'm clingy for wanting more daylight hours together, but I am being that way when I get mad that he didn't invite me out with him, or when I expect him to spend the entire day with me.
How often is too often to want to spend time with your SO? Now, I don't feel I need to see him every day, but every other day is my ideal. Also I think he only calls when we've got plans or something, is it clingy for me to want him to call just to see how I am, just to talk? Too much to ask at this point?
In the first few months I think he was the one trying to rush things...saying I love you first, wanting to spend lots of time together. He's talked about how he hopes we'll get married someday, having kids, etc etc. And now when I've started feeling the same way he's slacking off it seems like to me...although I am aware that relationships don't stay hot and heavy like they do in the beginning...I am just so confused.
I don't know how to fix this....I know its not just the relationship; if its in my personality it will be a problem no matter who I date. I think about him a lot. A LOT. I am stressed out in other areas and I think I use him to make myself feel better about things for awhile. My friends work multiple jobs and I am not a social person, so I spend a lot of time alone. I depend on him too much for my emotional needs. I try to focus on other things but it hasn't worked....trying new hobbies, getting a dog....still want him more than anything....
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