- Oct 10, 2011
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I started last Sunday, and went again this morning, and something happened?
A guy came in during the middle of the service, and sat in front of me, etc. He wasn't the kind church people would normally probably want or expect, etc, but that also seems to be my kind of specialty sometimes also, etc.
So when there was a short pause in the service, I said hi to him, and asked him his name real quick, and shook his hand, etc, before going to pay back attention to the service again, since it was only a short pause, etc. He was not very clean or anything, so my first thought is that he just came in from off the street. He also was able to try and tell me something about him staying at the local mission sometimes real quick, and I was able to tell him real quick that I had stayed and the mission in the past also, but we both had to go back to paying attention to the service, etc, and I noticed he had trouble just sitting, or staying still, so my first thought was drugs, or maybe some kind of being uncomfortable, or maybe having anxiety/restlessness issues also, etc, problems which I sometimes have also, not the drugs issue anymore, but "everything else", etc.
After the service, he got up to leave, and I had to get up quickly to follow him, etc. I have to walk to church, as I don't have a car, or driver's license, and so I went out of church quickly enough to catch up with him, and asked him if he would walk with me for a bit, and he agreed, etc.
I found out he was homeless, and was staying sometimes at the mission, and sometimes on the street, or in a tent that we sometimes call "tent city" around here also, which is place that a lot of homeless stay around here, and is an area that I am familiar with, etc.
So, I had him walk with me, and he told me he was trying to get off drugs and get clean, etc, and that he had an appointment at a rehab center soon, etc. Now, I've kind of been there already, or was in his shoes in the past already, and so I was able to tell him about that, and some of my testimony, etc, my problem was Marijuana though, but it got me into a lot of trouble in the past before it became legal here in my state, etc. Anyway, I had him walk with me to where I knew there was a picnic table, and sat down and talked with him about these things, and was able to also encourage him to get clean, and a little bit about some suggestions about how to get off the street, etc, and he thanked me for it, and I think was very, very grateful for it also, etc. Also told him that I bike around town a lot or quite a bit, and that if he saw me, he had my permission to stop me if he wanted to for a bit, and also told him that I would be trying to go to this church every Sunday if I could now, and that he could see or meet me there if he ever wanted to come back as well, etc.
Anyway, finally the last part about it that I wanted to get to here, etc. I suspected that this meeting was one of those kinds of things that was meant to happen, or that had already been predestined from before the beginning of time (by God) already, as I experience these kinds of things a lot, to the point to where it's kind of obvious to me when it's happening by now, etc, but that's not the strange thing or strange part that happens to or with me sometimes, etc.
But the strange part about is, is how afterwards, or sometimes even during sometimes, I will get a feeling, or a flash/picture of having seen myself doing this before, etc, and most of the time I am 100% aware that I have seen it before, and there is zero doubt about that, etc, and I am also 100% certain that it was in a dream that I had had before, etc, and that's the strange part about it, etc. The predestinating thing/part is not really that strange to me anymore, but getting a revelation that I had already seen it or already been through it before, but it was in a dream that I had had before, still is sometimes, etc. It feels very, very much like deja-vu, only I'm certain of it, and am not ever "not certain of it" ever, etc, and I am always certain that I had seen it in a dream, or had dreamt it before, etc, and that's still strange to me, but happens quite to me quite a bit sometimes, etc.
Anyway, just wanted to share this, and wasn't sure where to put it, etc.
If you have any comments about this, then feel free to leave one, etc.
God Bless.
A guy came in during the middle of the service, and sat in front of me, etc. He wasn't the kind church people would normally probably want or expect, etc, but that also seems to be my kind of specialty sometimes also, etc.
So when there was a short pause in the service, I said hi to him, and asked him his name real quick, and shook his hand, etc, before going to pay back attention to the service again, since it was only a short pause, etc. He was not very clean or anything, so my first thought is that he just came in from off the street. He also was able to try and tell me something about him staying at the local mission sometimes real quick, and I was able to tell him real quick that I had stayed and the mission in the past also, but we both had to go back to paying attention to the service, etc, and I noticed he had trouble just sitting, or staying still, so my first thought was drugs, or maybe some kind of being uncomfortable, or maybe having anxiety/restlessness issues also, etc, problems which I sometimes have also, not the drugs issue anymore, but "everything else", etc.
After the service, he got up to leave, and I had to get up quickly to follow him, etc. I have to walk to church, as I don't have a car, or driver's license, and so I went out of church quickly enough to catch up with him, and asked him if he would walk with me for a bit, and he agreed, etc.
I found out he was homeless, and was staying sometimes at the mission, and sometimes on the street, or in a tent that we sometimes call "tent city" around here also, which is place that a lot of homeless stay around here, and is an area that I am familiar with, etc.
So, I had him walk with me, and he told me he was trying to get off drugs and get clean, etc, and that he had an appointment at a rehab center soon, etc. Now, I've kind of been there already, or was in his shoes in the past already, and so I was able to tell him about that, and some of my testimony, etc, my problem was Marijuana though, but it got me into a lot of trouble in the past before it became legal here in my state, etc. Anyway, I had him walk with me to where I knew there was a picnic table, and sat down and talked with him about these things, and was able to also encourage him to get clean, and a little bit about some suggestions about how to get off the street, etc, and he thanked me for it, and I think was very, very grateful for it also, etc. Also told him that I bike around town a lot or quite a bit, and that if he saw me, he had my permission to stop me if he wanted to for a bit, and also told him that I would be trying to go to this church every Sunday if I could now, and that he could see or meet me there if he ever wanted to come back as well, etc.
Anyway, finally the last part about it that I wanted to get to here, etc. I suspected that this meeting was one of those kinds of things that was meant to happen, or that had already been predestined from before the beginning of time (by God) already, as I experience these kinds of things a lot, to the point to where it's kind of obvious to me when it's happening by now, etc, but that's not the strange thing or strange part that happens to or with me sometimes, etc.
But the strange part about is, is how afterwards, or sometimes even during sometimes, I will get a feeling, or a flash/picture of having seen myself doing this before, etc, and most of the time I am 100% aware that I have seen it before, and there is zero doubt about that, etc, and I am also 100% certain that it was in a dream that I had had before, etc, and that's the strange part about it, etc. The predestinating thing/part is not really that strange to me anymore, but getting a revelation that I had already seen it or already been through it before, but it was in a dream that I had had before, still is sometimes, etc. It feels very, very much like deja-vu, only I'm certain of it, and am not ever "not certain of it" ever, etc, and I am always certain that I had seen it in a dream, or had dreamt it before, etc, and that's still strange to me, but happens quite to me quite a bit sometimes, etc.
Anyway, just wanted to share this, and wasn't sure where to put it, etc.
If you have any comments about this, then feel free to leave one, etc.
God Bless.