Hello everyone,
I haven't posted in the health section yet, but I wanted to ask a few questions. I was diagnosed with fibro last year, I believe I have had it for about 3 years. I am 38, and now do not work because of the complications from fatigue, fogginess and pain. I have tried some meds, but the side effects are not worth it, one made me start having panic attacks. Anyway, why do I feel selfish if I want to take care of myself? Sometimes I feel like satan makes me feel lazy, and that I should push through and do everything and suck it up. I feel guilty for taking naps when I need one or sleeping until 9. Why can't I accept I have a chronic problem and know I am not "normal" and just because one day I can clean don't mean I could the next 2 or 3. I feel guilty for trying to get disability when I know I couldn't last working. I can't sit long or overdo things. Anyone caught up in the same feelings with their chronic problems? What do you think God thinks about us who do suffer with this? I feel like he gets angry with me because I don't work, I just want to take care of myself without to many or no medicines. I am getting somewhat use to pacing myself and I am doing better than I was last year. I would like to talk with someone who has these feelings too.
thank you, and God bless,
Karen
I haven't posted in the health section yet, but I wanted to ask a few questions. I was diagnosed with fibro last year, I believe I have had it for about 3 years. I am 38, and now do not work because of the complications from fatigue, fogginess and pain. I have tried some meds, but the side effects are not worth it, one made me start having panic attacks. Anyway, why do I feel selfish if I want to take care of myself? Sometimes I feel like satan makes me feel lazy, and that I should push through and do everything and suck it up. I feel guilty for taking naps when I need one or sleeping until 9. Why can't I accept I have a chronic problem and know I am not "normal" and just because one day I can clean don't mean I could the next 2 or 3. I feel guilty for trying to get disability when I know I couldn't last working. I can't sit long or overdo things. Anyone caught up in the same feelings with their chronic problems? What do you think God thinks about us who do suffer with this? I feel like he gets angry with me because I don't work, I just want to take care of myself without to many or no medicines. I am getting somewhat use to pacing myself and I am doing better than I was last year. I would like to talk with someone who has these feelings too.
thank you, and God bless,
Karen