Lately I have been stressed out at work. There are a lot of tasks pending my attention and resolution. However when I wanted to spend time to resolve them another more urgent and pressing issue pops up to requires me to look into it. All the time that they seem deliberate.
My backlog is building up and it is taking a toll on my mind. I feel guilty of for not resolving the backlogs but at the same time feel no motivation to resolve them due to the constant urgent issues keep popping up.
I feel as though someone is purposefully putting things after things before me just to snag me. I'm really demotivated to do anything due to the mounting responsibilities that keep popping up before the previous one is resolved. I can't enjoy the weekends and keep thinking of the load of backlogs I have to resolve. I find myself going into unhealthy habits to cope like spending my free time just gaming to get a small dose of achievements instead of more productive activities like exercising and socializing. There are weekends where I spent it on my bed from morning till night wasted by gaming. I know its escapism. I hate it.
Any advise on how to handle the situation. I wish I can talk to my parents but it will only worry them which in turn will add more to my stress. They are the type to worry excessively over my issues. I can analyse the situation but helpless to act on it. I know what needs to be done but I just can't bring myself to do it. This is really debilitating. Some days I find myself asking God for the impossible like stopping time so I can just finish up everything without a thing in the world disturbing me.
My backlog is building up and it is taking a toll on my mind. I feel guilty of for not resolving the backlogs but at the same time feel no motivation to resolve them due to the constant urgent issues keep popping up.
I feel as though someone is purposefully putting things after things before me just to snag me. I'm really demotivated to do anything due to the mounting responsibilities that keep popping up before the previous one is resolved. I can't enjoy the weekends and keep thinking of the load of backlogs I have to resolve. I find myself going into unhealthy habits to cope like spending my free time just gaming to get a small dose of achievements instead of more productive activities like exercising and socializing. There are weekends where I spent it on my bed from morning till night wasted by gaming. I know its escapism. I hate it.
Any advise on how to handle the situation. I wish I can talk to my parents but it will only worry them which in turn will add more to my stress. They are the type to worry excessively over my issues. I can analyse the situation but helpless to act on it. I know what needs to be done but I just can't bring myself to do it. This is really debilitating. Some days I find myself asking God for the impossible like stopping time so I can just finish up everything without a thing in the world disturbing me.