Yes, yes I do, but you do not have to believe that I do. I know that I do, God knows that I do and He is the only one that matters when it comes to who I must please.
then you are luckier than most! because when I read that I sure didn't believe it and had to fight it out with him until I understood it.
ok your not getting something important about this walk.
let me see if I can explain something..
you see it doesn't matter what we believe, it only matters is what he believes and if we are willing to hear everything that he believes and knows to be true.
just last week he showed me a whopper and tied it all up in package , double witnessed and everything.....a nice little bow and all... and then I threw a fit and decided I was insane and it took me a week before I was willing to even pray about it again
used to take me months before I was willing to be made willing to hear it or pray about it even.... because I didn't like it.. it wasn't what I believed I should believe , or that I wanted to believe.... and truth is it just don't matter what I believe . it only matters if I am willing to hear and see and then try and believe what it is he believes. because everything else is a lie. a bald faced lie.
so maybe you believe God.. but you do believe what he believes ?
and everything, every word he says is true down to every breath in the sounds of it . those same breaths created the universe.. it is true on every level personal, mental, emotional, physically and prophetic.. it was true, will be on going truth and it will be truly fulfilled one day.
how exactly it is true is our job to seek , search , hunt until He reveals himself in it and only then we will have understanding of his word more fully..
or do you hear only what you want to believe , and what you want to reconcile within your mind ?
that is not the same as believing what he believes his word to mean.
in the mean time I still fight these things out with him everyday ..everyday I Work out my salvation with fear and trembling knowing I am fight my beliefs in him and his word. because his word is truth and will be found to be truth and it is my job to figure out who he is so that I can see him in his words.