Without the specifics of each individual case it's hard to know how to assess your conclusion, but from my personal experience it's pretty easy to believe I'm receiving more than I can handle when the truth is that I'm just not prepared to push through.
Two cases of suicide, in people close to me, despite the best efforts of friends and family,
and more traumatised or scarred to the point of it markedly affecting their continuing lives.
A training exercise or set of lessons with a significant casualty rate needs looking at very carefully.
Jesus certainly didn't describe "pie in the sky when we die",
Agreed. But that is what is being offered if Christianity is not actually true. Reward deferred for enduring hard times here and now. "The opium of the people", and I can understand Marx's faceted thought, here.
All throughout human history God has presented humans with new challenges to overcome.
And the majority on most if not all occasions have not?
Time and time again, "the remnant", separate from those, well, culled. And that's there up to the teachings of Jesus, if the broad and narrow ways cannot be navigated around.
I tried to find a more optimistic or universalist interpretation, but did not. Not that I could hold with a clear conscience.
Who knows what new challenges we'll face in the next life
I'm getting a little more interested in the prospect of not existing, actually. Peace and oblivion have their attractions.
but what I do believe is that we never stop learning and growing.
I've had my abilities in those areas markedly curtailed in the last three years.
I live with a thousand friends who can't really communicate with me any more.
"Jesus said, "to whom much is given, more will be required". " Yes, that and James: "those who teach will be judged with greater strictness" That's what sent me deeper into the bible theology and church history. The desire to teach correctly.
But the end result was much to my surprise.
People like you never get born? Please clarify?
There's more than one movement researching and / or campaigning to prevent autistic babies, using means from genetic selection to abortion.
It's not just some religious extremists who would prefer me dead. Some respectable concerned people would like to edit me and people like me out of existence, too.
I'm on the autistic spectrum, and I've long stories there on how I've coped, or haven't, in a world remarkably incapable of or disinclined to understand or accommodate autistic thought.
Chris