My simple outlook would be God has invested overwhelming time on this subject with you therefore it must be quite dear to Him and you the message He's trying to put through to you. I think you need to keep praying about it and ask God to further illuminate what He wants you to do. My husband has been gone for 13yrs to other women and I'll get dreams even for as little as when he leaves the country for work assignments. The other day God was telling me I know much more about my husband's life than he does. The end goal is we'll get back together and I know this year God is restoring families so I am on the queue to receive mine.
In short God can't spend such resources for nothing so dig in harder and it'll all take shape in His time.