Okay, I ended up marrying a divorced man. I married him under peer pressure that was part of it. I found out after I married him that his (then) first wife cheated on him. Anyways after that before there divorce was final he then moved into a apartment with another women himself. He said he wasn't a Christian before he did this but does that still make him a adultrier too?
Sense being in the marriage with him we are 20 years apart I've pretty much hated it the whole time enjoying being with him sometimes more often not though. And how he treats me he hardly shows any real effection or nothing he's called me names too said some pretty cruel things to me.
Well all of this actually drove me to another man myself while being married to him. So basically I committed adultery just looking for someone to treat me right.
It's so bad I just wanna divorce him anyhow most of the times. But I'm in a situation were I have hardly have any family. We both live with my father who says if I want the divorce I gotta move out and I'm never aloud back home ever. Or having any contact with either of them. My mom is dead. And my dad is part at fault of this all having this man move in with us before me and him was even married putting me in the situation.
This man most the time isn't nice to me at all unless I follow all his rules. Now sense having no family at all hardly if we divorce I am never aloud having another man into my life because all of this and just gotta live alone. Or if I ever got into a situation got remarried would god forgive me?? Or would I be living in constant sin even if I repented??
Sense being in the marriage with him we are 20 years apart I've pretty much hated it the whole time enjoying being with him sometimes more often not though. And how he treats me he hardly shows any real effection or nothing he's called me names too said some pretty cruel things to me.
Well all of this actually drove me to another man myself while being married to him. So basically I committed adultery just looking for someone to treat me right.
It's so bad I just wanna divorce him anyhow most of the times. But I'm in a situation were I have hardly have any family. We both live with my father who says if I want the divorce I gotta move out and I'm never aloud back home ever. Or having any contact with either of them. My mom is dead. And my dad is part at fault of this all having this man move in with us before me and him was even married putting me in the situation.
This man most the time isn't nice to me at all unless I follow all his rules. Now sense having no family at all hardly if we divorce I am never aloud having another man into my life because all of this and just gotta live alone. Or if I ever got into a situation got remarried would god forgive me?? Or would I be living in constant sin even if I repented??