I've been reading alot of Joel Osteen books lately, and as far as what I've learned is this: If I don't believe, I won't receive. Well, I've been obsessing over this.
Let's say I pray to God for blessings, but I commit wrong, a sin, on this very day. Does that mean that God will pass by my request and not complete it? Does that mean even if I doubt the blessing are coming once, it won't come after doubting that one time?
I just want to trust God, and not be depending on my own actions if He is going to see favor in me or not. I'm just scared too as well if I say something wrong to Him, He won't be so proud of me. Typing this is increasing the anxiety towards this.
What is your opinion on this?
Let's say I pray to God for blessings, but I commit wrong, a sin, on this very day. Does that mean that God will pass by my request and not complete it? Does that mean even if I doubt the blessing are coming once, it won't come after doubting that one time?
I just want to trust God, and not be depending on my own actions if He is going to see favor in me or not. I'm just scared too as well if I say something wrong to Him, He won't be so proud of me. Typing this is increasing the anxiety towards this.
What is your opinion on this?