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Don't think for a moment that I don't consider every side of this issue. In fact, part of why I feel so bad is I wonder if maybe I have angered God so much by my sin and that is why I don't feel Him. Most Christians tell me that this is a lie from hell. However, believe me, I have done everything you said that a Christian does. However, due to mental and emotional issues, including addictions, I struggle with some of the same sins daily (some for almost 20 years). So, I have tried repenting but as far as not habitually sinning, no.
Here is my biggest dilemma: Everyone has a different opinion and/or interpretation of the bible. I ask a question, I get an answer from many people. Each one unique in its own way. I am told that my interpretation is wrong and to read the bible or get disciplined. However, when I read the bible, I get an understanding of it that I feel is right. Then I check it with someone else. I'm BOUND to have someone disagree with what I got out of it. Someone can tell me that I am wrong because the Holy Spirit told them so. Or that they are just so very sure. However, I cannot speak with the original writers to confirm if YOU are right are wrong. So, in the end, it's ALL HUMANS who are giving me the answer. I NEVER can know who to trust. So, I have come to learn that if I have the right intentions to learn the truth, that God will give that to me. And no matter WHAT, someone is going to disagree with me.
It is difficult to have this discussion without quoting A LOT of scripture, but because at issue are not just the various "interpretations" of scripture we encounter, but (if I understand correctly) the validity of scripture itself, I will attempt to proceed at this point without using scripture as the basis of my commentary.
This is why I said in my original response that your first goal, the MOST important thing you must determine for yourself is confirmation of the inspiration and authority of the Bible. Is it in fact the very words of God? How can that be proven as an incontrovertible fact? I suggest that there are mountains of evidence, historical records, immutable laws of nature (which are a likeness themselves of immutable spiritual laws), for example that lead a rationally thinking person to the conclusion that the Bible is the word of God. Then, when one discovers all the ways that the Bible proves itself time and again, they can approach it with the appropriate frame of reference, which is that it is the source of all truth, all authority, the complete revelation of God's will to mankind. Without it there is no such thing as love, authority, justice, morality, goodness (or evil for that matter). Hence my previous comment that without the inspired Word, literally "anything goes".
Only when one is able to start from this point of reference can one begin to deal with the various "interpretations" described above. If it is God's Word, then only one interpretation matters in the end, and that is GOD'S interpretation. Would the Creator not equip his creation with the ability to align with His divine will? Of course He would. His plan for doing so was set before He breathed His creation into existence. First, He spoke directly His will to mankind through the patriarchs. Second, He did so through Moses and the prophets. Third, He did so through Jesus Christ and His apostles, whom He equipped with the Spirit to deliver His will (the Word) "once and for all".
God has always established His truths (both natural and spiritual) by miraculous means. Thereafter those truths are governed by the laws with which they are associated. In the natural world, for example, He created all living things. Thereafter their existence is governed by His law that "like begets like", or in other words, "all living things reproduce after their own kind". This is why you don't sow tomato seeds expecting to reap corn. This is fact that cannot be refuted.
At risk of rambling I'll pause here and reiterate: You MUST determine whether or not you accept the Bible as the inspired, authoritative, Word of God. There is simply no point in proceeding further from there.
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