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After much prayer and thought I have decided not to begin a relationship with the man I have been talking to. I feel very at peace about this decision but it is not easy and I think will only get more difficult. I want to remain friends (which really means taking a step backwards) but it will...

So I spent a good 2 hours in Bible study yesterday...it was amazing. I am just blown away by how much I am learning and beginning to see. I feel as though God has opened my eyes to this knowledge which seems common sense, like I should have known it all along. But it is such a freedom to...

I hope I can make sense with everything I am thinking right now. I'm so excited because I just have begun to understand something over the past 24 hours. Maybe you will think well duh, who didn't know that. It is new to me though! I was very down yesterday, extremely depressed and in that...

Lately I have allowed myself to sink so deep in depression and non feeling. Sometimes I think I pull my problems around me like a security blanket and use them to isolate myself, to hide. I have always wanted to be invisible. It almost feels safer that way, to surround myself with fear and...

I have never blogged before but I want to start. I want to talk mainly about my relationship with God as I grow and hopefully begin to deal with some issues I have. I have already posted on the forums a little bit so look there for my story. I don't like to be defined by the things that have...