BTW, I decided based on something in Church today that I would visit a Messianic congregation for the first time.
What happened, or should I say, didn't happen, is that as I was watching the sermon online (I couldn't make it into church today) and my pastor is going through Leviticus, and the Day of Atonement came up in his sermon, and he totally whiffed on mentioning that the Day of Atonement way literally yesterday. It was disappointing, to say the least. I asked him once if he thought there still exists promises for the Israeli people, and his response was, "I don't know." Which I thought was weird. And he just seems really apathetic about certain things (like Israel, for example). Anyway, I plan on going to a Messianic congregation next Sunday. I had help finding this place. First, a person I know on X told me a way to find Messianics. Then I called a person who is in my state but does not currently have a church open. From there, he looked for a good congregation to "get my feet wet," as he said it.
I am excited to start something new! It's been too long since I had a sort of paradigm shift. I think I need something to grow into.