As simply and as calmly as I can come across in a written format, I would like to explain why I would never use "ahayah asher ahayah" or the more common form "ehyah asher ehyah" to reference the God of my faith.
We all know it means "I am that I am." And right there, in those five little words, is contained the basic religious philosophy taught by the Kabbalists, the Theosophists, the Hindus and countless New Age groups. It is a religious philosophy that basically teaches that human beings can become gods.
To my way of thinking, if you pray to "ahayah" or "ehyah" you are in effect directing your prayer to "I am." Put another way, it amounts to praying to yourself or at least that's the way it comes across to me.
But there is an even darker side to it.
The word "ahayah" is scriptural or formal Hebrew. In the old days, few people spoke formal Hebrew; it was a language that was basically used by the priesthoods in the Temple. The common or spoken form is "ehyah"and that was the form that common people in many nations spoke aloud.
And now we come to the crux of the issue
When you say the word "ehyah" aloud, it is pronounced "AAA-yuh", and this, my friends, like it or not is the way you pronounce the name of a VERY PAGAN Babylonian god named "Ea." The Sumerians called him by the name "Enki," however all the Semitic speaking people used "Ea." To verify this, just go to Wikipedia and look up "Enki."
The pronunciation for "ehyah" and Ea is EXACTLY the same.
Furthermore, the pronunciation of "asher" is exactly the same as the pronunciation of the Assyrian god named "Ashur". Again, just go to Wikipedia and look up the name "Ashur."
When you say "ehyah asher ehyah" aloud, according all the laws of pagan magic and occultism, you are "calling down" the gods that answer these names! In other words, it's an act of INVOKING these ancient and VERY BAD entities.
It doesn't matter how you spell the name; it matters how you speak the name! "Ahayah" is the Hebrew version of "Ehyah." It is the act of calling down Ea, who was actually the father of Babylonian god Marduk! (Merodach in the Bible.)
There is no way that I'm going to do that!
Period.