wow....
i dont know i was looking for a really really old post a made a year ot so ago, and instead i found all my old posts of when i was called endure...
and man, i can look back and see, that i have changed so much, and in alot of ways im glad i changed....
i read over some of my old fiery sermons and topics, man i was on fire, but there was alot about that old Lee Myers that now, becuase ive grown so much i can look back and see where wrong.... i meant well, but i was still wrong.
i used to get mad so easy, be so rude to people, i knew some stuff but there wasnt the gentleness... there wasnt the compassion... that i have now. i would try to help people, but because all i knew was passion passion passion.... i would accidently burn people and break them... but im so glad thats changed. i use to be so much more arrogant....
i wasnt led by the Lord much... i just said and did what i thought was right.
i preached alot truth... but it wasnt out of the mouth of love or humility, and it didnt effect people the way ive been blessed to be able to do now.
but praise God.... ive changed, and im glad.
and it was just good to look at me where i was a year ago.... and realise how much ive grown.
man thats good, to go and look over the stuff you said a year or 2 ago... and chart your growth from that, man it shows me in the process.... and im on my way. this blessed me. i wonder where ill be a year from now.
i dont know i was looking for a really really old post a made a year ot so ago, and instead i found all my old posts of when i was called endure...
and man, i can look back and see, that i have changed so much, and in alot of ways im glad i changed....
i read over some of my old fiery sermons and topics, man i was on fire, but there was alot about that old Lee Myers that now, becuase ive grown so much i can look back and see where wrong.... i meant well, but i was still wrong.
i used to get mad so easy, be so rude to people, i knew some stuff but there wasnt the gentleness... there wasnt the compassion... that i have now. i would try to help people, but because all i knew was passion passion passion.... i would accidently burn people and break them... but im so glad thats changed. i use to be so much more arrogant....
i wasnt led by the Lord much... i just said and did what i thought was right.
i preached alot truth... but it wasnt out of the mouth of love or humility, and it didnt effect people the way ive been blessed to be able to do now.
but praise God.... ive changed, and im glad.
and it was just good to look at me where i was a year ago.... and realise how much ive grown.
man thats good, to go and look over the stuff you said a year or 2 ago... and chart your growth from that, man it shows me in the process.... and im on my way. this blessed me. i wonder where ill be a year from now.
