it happened last wednesday iv recently fallen head over heals for my friends boyfriend and have found it rly hard to cope with but managed to not harm for a while, anyways i got stupidly drunk and came onto him and this night i was feelin awful about it and felt down
the depression got worse and worse and started crying then cudnt stop and i got soo histerical and started to injure myself but this time i cudnt stop and I was bleeding badly. i started having a panic attack after panic attack, after then wen i stoped it bleeding i felt realy sick and almost collapsed after this i cudnt stop hurting myself.
i finnally fell asleep at 4 am
I was badly injured and still suffering for a day.
anyways please if your doubting whether its a good idea to go to the doctor i hope thiss has changed your mind!
before i go can i say
dear lord
please forgive me for all above i pray for strengh to forvive myself for this and to try and move on and stop
in jesus name
amen