widow of a suicide

[GailMc]

Hey there all! Found this category in the website and thought I'd share. I'm a widow of a suicide. YUK! He left a very yukky mess. Chose to use a shotgun to end his life and I was actually soooooooooo angry with him at the time I was grateful the girlfriend found him and not me! Such a horrid thing to do. Later on in life when my oldest was rounding the bend to get an education, I was still angry with him for his choices that left nothing for her to be educated with. Fortunately, she managed to get an education. All the way to a Master's degree. Somehow, God made up for what he was lacking, but it too some finnegalling.

Peace and all good,

Gail

P.S. I still get fits of anger around the anniversary of his death choices.

 

[singingwife]

Gail, I'm sorry no one responded so far. Yes; it is a yucky mess. If you are still hanging around on this site, well, please come back, okay. Keep on sharing. We are here for you. My story is different, but I too now live without the one I love the most.

 

[ThinkJesus]

Hi Gail,

Sorry to hear about what happened but I'm glad some good things came along with your daughter's education.

God bless!