I have tried to get closer to Jesus and I have been useing Spurgeons morning and evening along with reading one chapter of John but why? cause i cant remeber anything i read i pray thatll ill remeber and be more christ like but...................

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Have you tried meditating on what you've read, or do you just read?
There's a difference.
You see, when you read something from the Bible think about what you're reading. Don't just read it for the sake of reading.
Ask yourself these questions: 1. Who is the author speaking to? 2. Why is he speaking to them in this way? 3. What is he trying to say? 4. How does this message relate to me? 5. Where can I find Jesus in this passage? 6. As a result of reading this what will I do?
And if you want to memorize scripture (this is a good thing to do) use a translation that reveals God's message in a language that you're most familiar with. In other words, you wouldn't use the KJV (King James Version) for memory because the language is too old. It will be too difficult for you to memorize scripture like this. Try using the NKJV (Ne King James Version) instead. As a result of this, it will be easier for you to memorize scripture, because you are more familiar with the language it uses.
By the way, don't bite off more than you can chew. Start off by memorising a verse a week, and gradually increase your memory work until you can memorize a verse a day. Use flash cards. Put the passage on one side, and the chapter and verse on the other side. Review your cards daily.
But be careful that you don't just memorize words. Try to understand the meaning behind those words. It is better to have one rightly understood verse memorised than to have 100 verses committed to memory without really understanding what they mean. The questions that I gave you above will help you with this.
Share what you learn with others. This will help you to remember what you've read. It will also keep you busy about the Lord's work
Most importantly, ask God to increase your understanding of His word, as well as your ability to recall it at any time. James 1:5.
I hope this helps you.
P.S. Young man, I'm very proud of you! Keep your eyes on Jesus. Don't let anyone put out your light. The Lord has great plans for you! You are A LOT closer to God than you think you are.