Why i m this way?......

[restore]

I m currently trying to date a guy, but i find out that he loves me for real, but same time still lust after a lot others.......and i always involving with similar guys,
so i have to ask, what is wrong of myself?

I came from abuse family, is that i look down myself?

there r a lot good guys, why i not involve in them?

and why i always have story with younger guys? is it because i m too depressed, they r too living?

 

[PassionateWorshipper]

I m currently trying to date a guy, but i find out that he loves me for real, but same time still lust after a lot others.......and i always involving with similar guys,
so i have to ask, what is wrong of myself?

I came from abuse family, is that i look down myself?

there r a lot good guys, why i not involve in them?

and why i always have story with younger guys? is it because i m too depressed, they r too living?

There is nothing "wrong" with you Restore. You are the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus. (Read: Romans 3:22)

However, I do think you have been quite wounded, especially knowing the you've come from an abusive family. Often the enemy plants lies in our hearts about ourselves from those traumatic experiences.

You may read what God says about you and agree with it in your head, but in your heart feel very differently. If that is the case, there are lies that you believe about yourself causing pain from within those wounds.

Restore, there is healing for your hurts in Jesus Christ. He can speak truth to those wounded places and give you peace.

I am going to return your PM now. We can talk more about this in private. The Lord bless you and bring you deep comfort for your soul. -PW