why i am never going to work again

[Cracklin Rose]

i was in the military after highschool and i really liked it because despite all the junk you hear i was treated quite fairly despite my parents being from another country rendering me to have colored skin and i have great work ethic and can get along with almost anyone and in the military for the first few ranks you get a promotion every year, after that you take a written and phsyical test, and only the last couple ranks are politics.

but after i got out and got a job in the civilian field, its politics from day 1 and if the guy above you doesn't like the color of your skin, you are stuck no matter what you do. i was working with this last company for 3 years and never even got a raise while new comers would pass me right on by and i had great work ethic and got along with my co workers and and during late evening when everyone would say "ah screw it" and leave the office i would be the guy who stayed back and finished my work and cleaned up before leaving. republicans are thinking "well if you didnt get promoted thats your fault because everything bad that happens to people is their fault and we already got ours, so screw you!"

but nobody every noticed and one day i had a mental breakdown and just for that 1 incident i got fired and a lot of bad things happened to me in the coming years that you guys can't even imagine.

but now i am on disability and i have seen the world for what it really is, people are all fake and nobody says how they feel they just copy and paste platitudes to go along with social cliches no i just will volunteer and help people at my own pace where it really matters and im just biding my time until i die and after i die if there is no god or heaven then i wont exist to be disappointed and will RIP for eternity and never suffer again, and if there is a loving and understanding god he would know what i been through and how i still help people everyday despite things ive gone through that would have killed any other person years ago.

 

[Jeshu]

I agree with you we live in a terrible world, I hate the system with its unfair and unjust systems as well, where greed and power seem to rule, rather than love and righteousness.

The good thing with Jesus is that He was unfairly treated as well, both by His own people and by the world in control - they murdered Him because of envy and fear - though He was a perfectly good man. Luckily our Heavenly Father used His life for good and He will do that with us as well.

Be of good courage skin colour doesn't matter with Jesus, He loves all of us, and He will raise the downtrodden and oppressed victoriously one great Day. Not only that, He will destroy world's unfair and unjust systems and bring His Kingdom of love and righteousness about. This is where we as believers can help Him by being loving, kind, generous, just, gentle and humble of heart, just like Him, and so, in a small way, begin to destroy this awful ungodly world around us.

Let us work towards His Kingdom and leave this cruel unjust world behind us.

 

[Cracklin Rose]

I agree with you we live in a terrible world, I hate the system with its unfair and unjust systems as well, where greed and power seem to rule, rather than love and righteousness.

The good thing with Jesus is that He was unfairly treated as well, both by His own people and by the world in control - they murdered Him because of envy and fear - though He was a perfectly good man. Luckily our Heavenly Father used His life for good and He will do that with us as well.

Be of good courage skin colour doesn't matter with Jesus, He loves all of us, and He will raise the downtrodden and oppressed victoriously one great Day. Not only that, He will destroy world's unfair and unjust systems and bring His Kingdom of love and righteousness about. This is where we as believers can help Him by being loving, kind, generous, just, gentle and humble of heart, just like Him, and so, in a small way, begin to destroy this awful ungodly world around us.

Let us work towards His Kingdom and leave this cruel unjust world behind us.

yeah, thanks for ur support good thing i feel like is life is short cus even when i talk to old people 80+ they say in hindsight life flew by so god will rescue us away from this place sooner than we think

 

[2ndCovanent]

I'm sorry to hear all that happened to you. It's okay now because you're in good hands. You have found jesus and have chosen to follow him. Your next step is to move past any mental blocks that keep you holding on to your memories. Be thankful for your life when ever bad memories come creeping in. I don't know the quality of time you spend when you volunteer but do it from the your own heart rather than trying to keep your self busy. I'm sure you know what I mean by that because you say you were in the military and have great work ethic. You must know what it's like to carry someone away from death and support someone whose life would end if you weren't there. You must know the difference between doing a chore and edifying someone. Let brotherly love distract you from your past.

 

[lost traveler]

Whenever I m down I would just tell myself these;

"You are not alone, there are about billions of people in the world out there that could be in the same situation as I m right now or worst and yet some still manage to pick themselves up. If they can do it so can I."

"You are not alone, you got family and friends."

"You are not alone, God knows everything and he will not give you a cross that is more than you can handle. He is wise and just. This is not permanent."

Not all people are bad, you just have to find the good ones and treasure them if you do.
You said you were in the military, why not apply its lessons in civilian life as well. Lessons like courage, strength, discipline, loyalty and so on.

I salute you sir for maintaining who you truly are and not give in to temptation of doing what your co-workers are doing or be like them.

Never underestimate the power of prayer. There is always hope.