I used to do more than I do now. My feeling that what the Bible seemed to assert in my youth is all a bunch of naive crap pervades my present thinking. God appears now to be heartless and unapproachable. And this feeling didn't arrive merely through my work, but also from my long-held Christian friends who are today in their late 50s, many of whom suffer with terrible physical conditions. Where is God in all this? On vacation?
What demands a change is my view of the truth. Is it true God wants to heal everyone, that He is an ever present help in time of trouble, or is He perpetually absent from the most tormented folks?
Dave
I believe there was a point in my life that I kind of felt what you have stated above, so I can understand what you have said.
I have seen a lot in this lifetime also, we are about the same age.
Some of the thinking I had was from early on, church experiences, well it is the will of God, that this one died or that one died or this happens to this one, years back my twin died in a homicide, that was it I looked up to heaven and declared how unfair it is, I was mad and I was bold, I knew the prayer went through, I was also wrong in my thinking. It was not God's fault and it was not His will, within short order He showed me the truth, He did not do these things, the enemy did, and the enemy had even decieved many in the church to believe that it was God doing this. No most of the things I had seen was due to sin and fallen man.
Where is God in all this?
God is within us, wanting to do His will, through us, we have to permit Him to work through us, we have to empty ourselves of us, and let God do His work. That is what I have learned.
I have been healed twice, of different illnesses. I have prayed for others and they have been healed, from cancer to whatever, all I can do is pray, and believe that God will do His work, and let Him do His work.
Truthfully I do believe that God can and will do miracles for amputees, and I pray that one day He would permit me to be a vessel He can use.
God has not abandoned us, I believe we have been the guilty party, and I would pray that we would return to God, because that is what He would have us to do.
Be Blessed