Why do I Fear

[sportsfan]

I know the truth that you cant blaspheme the Holy Spirit in a dream or hallucination nor could you get the Mark of the Beast in a dream or hallucination.

Why do I fear everyone is telling me what happened to my life is unbibical there is no yellow light in the Bible that prevents the Holy Spirit from rapturing.

Why do I think God erased my name from the Lambs Book of Life for a dream:hallucination it was a trick from Satan so fast for my brain why do I think Gods going to hold me eternally responsible for a dream.

Everyone around me keeps telling me Gods not going to hold a paranoid schizophrenia responsible even if I blasphemed the Holy Spirit I didnt know I was scitzphrenic. I knew that I had OCD Scrupulosity, Pandas, Autism.

I worry that I angered God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit but first cornithians says you can only face temptation known to man which rules out the Yellow Light being supernatural from Satan.

Is accidently mixing up Satan and Jesus even blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. Is God really going to hold me responsible for a dream.

I truly love God and I don't want to oppose God and I am so worried that I will for my dream/hallucination it was an accident it was a trick that happened so fast to my brain. I keep hearing voices Satan keeps yelling to me that I tricked your Brain and Heart into blasphemy on October 4.

I am so worried that I can't go to Heaven now because I fell for a supernatural temptation in a dream it wasnt an apple or anything tangible.

Would God really kick a mentally ill person out of Heaven and remove there place by blotting my name out of the Lambs book of Life for scitzphrenic behavior in the Light.

I was in the shower praying to Jesus and I innocently thought the Yellow Light was Jesus it said go to ywam on the outside of my body I saw a talking yellow light after taking Buspar and I would never worship Satan in the right brain or mind. I hate Satan he is evil and he keeps mocking me for falling in mental illness to a light not even in the Bible he keeps telling me I am a son of perdition now for bowing to the yellow light.

Is my friends, family, and church right that I didnt truly offend God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit they keep telling me yellow lights dont talk and you cant blaspheme the Holy Spirit as a Christian but I dreamnt it will Jesus remove my mame from the Lambs book of Life for a dream and one minor mistake in my life.

I truly want to be with Jesus and in his precense forever it is why I asked him in my heart when I 4 and 8 and recommited my life before the pysch issues started.

I am truly disturbed that I turned into a false prophet and lost my white garment for a dream and that I am preventing the rapture for others but Mom and Dad say I dont have that power and they love Jesus and want to be raptured as well.

Will a loving God hold me responsible for a dream and eternally damn me for a dream/hallucination everyone keeps telling me God isnt going to hold me responsible for a dream it happened so fast I couldnt control the Yellow Cross it was a blink of the eye.

I would never hurt God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit in the right mind does God know that I am truly remorseful and brokenhearted.

I truly love God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Christian Music and the Holy Bible and I truly love and appreciate the things of God. I am so afraid that I blasphemed and that I cant be raptured for my dream but everyone keeps telling me a loving God would not do that his Child they all keep telling me it is impossible for Satan to be in my heart and brain as I am to loving.

I am just so worried I hurt God in my mental illness and that in a scitzphrenic hallucination I lost Jesus I am so worried that by confusing Satan and Jesus that Jesus no longer loves me.

I didnt mean to mix up Jesus and Satan it was my mental illness does the Holy Spirit know that? I want to move on and chalk it up to mental illness but I see all this stuff around me on my Knuckles, Stomach, and I see people getting the same knuckles.

I thought John 10 was true I thought that nothing could snatch me from Jesus the sheep hear his voice and nothing can but I am so worried that the Yellow Light stole my soul erasing my name from the Lambs Book of Life but it isn't in the Holy Bible I am so confused.

Would Jesus really kick a follower out of Heaven for mental illness in a light and accidently mixing him up with Satan in a dream/hallucination it doesnt sound like the Jesus I know who is tender and compassionate to the sick and demon possessed. The Jesus I know would forgive his child for confusing Satan and Jesus up it was a dream out of my control. I am just so scared Guys and Gals.

 

[Aussie Pete]

I know the truth that you cant blaspheme the Holy Spirit in a dream or hallucination nor could you get the Mark of the Beast in a dream or hallucination.

Why do I fear everyone is telling me what happened to my life is unbibical there is no yellow light in the Bible that prevents the Holy Spirit from rapturing.

Why do I think God erased my name from the Lambs Book of Life for a dream:hallucination it was a trick from Satan so fast for my brain why do I think Gods going to hold me eternally responsible for a dream.

Everyone around me keeps telling me Gods not going to hold a paranoid schizophrenia responsible even if I blasphemed the Holy Spirit I didnt know I was scitzphrenic. I knew that I had OCD Scrupulosity, Pandas, Autism.

I worry that I angered God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit but first cornithians says you can only face temptation known to man which rules out the Yellow Light being supernatural from Satan.

Is accidently mixing up Satan and Jesus even blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. Is God really going to hold me responsible for a dream.

I truly love God and I don't want to oppose God and I am so worried that I will for my dream/hallucination it was an accident it was a trick that happened so fast to my brain. I keep hearing voices Satan keeps yelling to me that I tricked your Brain and Heart into blasphemy on October 4.

I am so worried that I can't go to Heaven now because I fell for a supernatural temptation in a dream it wasnt an apple or anything tangible.

Would God really kick a mentally ill person out of Heaven and remove there place by blotting my name out of the Lambs book of Life for scitzphrenic behavior in the Light.

I was in the shower praying to Jesus and I innocently thought the Yellow Light was Jesus it said go to ywam on the outside of my body I saw a talking yellow light after taking Buspar and I would never worship Satan in the right brain or mind. I hate Satan he is evil and he keeps mocking me for falling in mental illness to a light not even in the Bible he keeps telling me I am a son of perdition now for bowing to the yellow light.

Is my friends, family, and church right that I didnt truly offend God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit they keep telling me yellow lights dont talk and you cant blaspheme the Holy Spirit as a Christian but I dreamnt it will Jesus remove my mame from the Lambs book of Life for a dream and one minor mistake in my life.

I truly want to be with Jesus and in his precense forever it is why I asked him in my heart when I 4 and 8 and recommited my life before the pysch issues started.

I am truly disturbed that I turned into a false prophet and lost my white garment for a dream and that I am preventing the rapture for others but Mom and Dad say I dont have that power and they love Jesus and want to be raptured as well.

Will a loving God hold me responsible for a dream and eternally damn me for a dream/hallucination everyone keeps telling me God isnt going to hold me responsible for a dream it happened so fast I couldnt control the Yellow Cross it was a blink of the eye.

I would never hurt God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit in the right mind does God know that I am truly remorseful and brokenhearted.

I truly love God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Christian Music and the Holy Bible and I truly love and appreciate the things of God. I am so afraid that I blasphemed and that I cant be raptured for my dream but everyone keeps telling me a loving God would not do that his Child they all keep telling me it is impossible for Satan to be in my heart and brain as I am to loving.

I am just so worried I hurt God in my mental illness and that in a scitzphrenic hallucination I lost Jesus I am so worried that by confusing Satan and Jesus that Jesus no longer loves me.

I didnt mean to mix up Jesus and Satan it was my mental illness does the Holy Spirit know that? I want to move on and chalk it up to mental illness but I see all this stuff around me on my Knuckles, Stomach, and I see people getting the same knuckles.

I thought John 10 was true I thought that nothing could snatch me from Jesus the sheep hear his voice and nothing can but I am so worried that the Yellow Light stole my soul erasing my name from the Lambs Book of Life but it isn't in the Holy Bible I am so confused.

Would Jesus really kick a follower out of Heaven for mental illness in a light and accidently mixing him up with Satan in a dream/hallucination it doesnt sound like the Jesus I know who is tender and compassionate to the sick and demon possessed. The Jesus I know would forgive his child for confusing Satan and Jesus up it was a dream out of my control. I am just so scared Guys and Gals.

You are under attack from evil spirits, including the spirit of fear. You will suffer a cycle of a little freedom then another attack until the demons are cast out. You need to find someone who knows their authority in Christ. Call Derek Prince Ministries. They can help you.

 

[SkyWriting]

I know the truth that you cant blaspheme the Holy Spirit in a dream or hallucination nor could you get the Mark of the Beast in a dream or hallucination.Why do I fear everyone is telling me what happened to my life is unbiblical there is no yellow light in the Bible that prevents the Holy Spirit from rapturing.Why do I think God erased my name from the Lambs Book of Life for a dream:hallucination it was a trick from Satan so fast for my brain why do I think Gods going to hold me eternally responsible for a dream.Everyone around me keeps telling me Gods not going to hold a paranoid schizophrenia responsible even if I blasphemed the Holy Spirit I didnt know I was schizophrenic. I knew that I had OCD Scrupulosity, Pandas, Autism.I worry that I angered God, Jesus, and The Holy Spirit but first corinthians says you can only face temptation known to man which rules out the Yellow Light being supernatural from Satan.Is accidently mixing up Satan and Jesus even blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. Is God really going to hold me responsible for a dream.I truly love God and I don't want to oppose God and I am so worried that I will for my dream/hallucination it was an accident it was a trick that happened so fast to my brain. I keep hearing voices Satan keeps yelling to me that I tricked your Brain and Heart into blasphemy on October 4.I am so worried that I can't go to Heaven now because I fell for a supernatural temptation in a dream it wasn't an apple or anything tangible.Would God really kick a mentally ill person out of Heaven and remove there place by blotting my name out of the Lambs book of Life for schizophrenic behavior in the Light.I was in the shower praying to Jesus and I innocently thought the Yellow Light was Jesus it said go to ywam on the outside of my body I saw a talking yellow light after taking Buspar and I would never worship Satan in the right brain or mind. I hate Satan he is evil and he keeps mocking me for falling in mental illness to a light not even in the Bible he keeps telling me I am a son of perdition now for bowing to the yellow light.Is my friends, family, and church right that I didnt truly offend God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit they keep telling me yellow lights dont talk and you cant blaspheme the Holy Spirit as a Christian but I dreamt it will Jesus remove my name from the Lambs book of Life for a dream and one minor mistake in my life.I truly want to be with Jesus and in his presence forever it is why I asked him in my heart when I 4 and 8 and recommitted my life before the pysch issues started.I am truly disturbed that I turned into a false prophet and lost my white garment for a dream and that I am preventing the rapture for others but Mom and Dad say I dont have that power and they love Jesus and want to be raptured as well.Will a loving God hold me responsible for a dream and eternally damn me for a dream/hallucination everyone keeps telling me God isnt going to hold me responsible for a dream it happened so fast I couldn't control the Yellow Cross it was a blink of the eye.I would never hurt God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit in the right mind does God know that I am truly remorseful and brokenhearted.I truly love God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Christian Music and the Holy Bible and I truly love and appreciate the things of God. I am so afraid that I blasphemed and that I cant be raptured for my dream but everyone keeps telling me a loving God would not do that his Child they all keep telling me it is impossible for Satan to be in my heart and brain as I am to loving.I am just so worried I hurt God in my mental illness and that in a schizophrenic hallucination I lost Jesus I am so worried that by confusing Satan and Jesus that Jesus no longer loves me.I didn't mean to mix up Jesus and Satan it was my mental illness does the Holy Spirit know that? I want to move on and chalk it up to mental illness but I see all this stuff around me on my Knuckles, Stomach, and I see people getting the same knuckles.I thought John 10 was true I thought that nothing could snatch me from Jesus the sheep hear his voice and nothing can but I am so worried that the Yellow Light stole my soul erasing my name from the Lambs Book of Life but it isn't in the Holy Bible I am so confused.Would Jesus really kick a follower out of Heaven for mental illness in a light and accidently mixing him up with Satan in a dream/hallucination it doesn't sound like the Jesus I know who is tender and compassionate to the sick and demon possessed. The Jesus I know would forgive his child for confusing Satan and Jesus up it was a dream out of my control. I am just so scared Guys and Gals.

Blasphemy is not the problem. People who say so are stupid.
Blasphemy is a symptom of defying God and if you defy God
then you are not interested in being forgiven.

You can be forgiven. You just have to ask.
So do that.

 

[sportsfan]

You are under attack from evil spirits, including the spirit of fear. You will suffer a cycle of a little freedom then another attack until the demons are cast out. You need to find someone who knows their authority in Christ. Call Derek Prince Ministries. They can help you.

Derek Prince Ministries sent something in the mail today. I will ask my pastor about them and see what he says. I know that the truth is that no one loses there name from the Lamb's Book of Life unless they change prophecy of Revelation. The Bible does not warn about yellow lights costing salvation or does warn that you can lose salvation for falling for a yellow light/blue sphere. I haven't found anything in the Holy Bible which should be reassuring as Jesus does not warn about yellow lights. I guess it purely is a medical issue with a spiritual component being paranoid schizophrenia. Jesus would have clearly stated a strong warning against yellow lights in scripture and call out the pharisees he called out the pharisees for there hear being so hard and opposed to God seeing Jesus work the miracles and they choose with there mouth to speak against Jesus and call his miracles the devil leading Jesus to warn and to them Blasphemy against the Holy Spirit can't be forgiven in this age or the ages to come but it was a verbal sin he didn't say unless a yellow light shows up that is blasphemy of the Holy Spirit he never mentions a yellow light in scripture so am I okay.

 

[sportsfan]

Blasphemy is not the problem. People who say so are stupid.
Blasphemy is a symptom of defying God and if you defy God
then you are not interested in being forgiven.

You can be forgiven. You just have to ask.
So do that.

Thanks Skywriting so the Yellow Light was nothing I wasn't trying to defy God. I just had psychosis and I had to bow to the yellow light is Jesus going to hold me responsible for my action.

 

[Aussie Pete]

Derek Prince Ministries sent something in the mail today. I will ask my pastor about them and see what he says. I know that the truth is that no one loses there name from the Lamb's Book of Life unless they change prophecy of Revelation. The Bible does not warn about yellow lights costing salvation or does warn that you can lose salvation for falling for a yellow light/blue sphere. I haven't found anything in the Holy Bible which should be reassuring as Jesus does not warn about yellow lights. I guess it purely is a medical issue with a spiritual component being paranoid schizophrenia. Jesus would have clearly stated a strong warning against yellow lights in scripture and call out the pharisees he called out the pharisees for there hear being so hard and opposed to God seeing Jesus work the miracles and they choose with there mouth to speak against Jesus and call his miracles the devil leading Jesus to warn and to them Blasphemy against the Holy Spirit can't be forgiven in this age or the ages to come but it was a verbal sin he didn't say unless a yellow light shows up that is blasphemy of the Holy Spirit he never mentions a yellow light in scripture so am I okay.

I'm glad to hear that you've contacted them already. Stay fixed on truth and you'll be fine.

 

[sportsfan]

I'm glad to hear that you've contacted them already. Stay fixed on truth and you'll be fine.

Thanks Aussie!

 

[SkyWriting]

Thanks Skywriting so the Yellow Light was nothing I wasn't trying to defy God. I just had psychosis and I had to bow to the yellow light is Jesus going to hold me responsible for my action.

If you have faith in Jesus, you are saved. The yellow light was
part of your vision but not an outside influence or power.

 

[sportsfan]

If you have faith in Jesus, you are saved. The yellow light was
part of your vision but not an outside influence or power.

Thanks Skywriting that is what Mom says.

 

[SkyWriting]

Thanks Skywriting that is what Mom says.

Our brains create our reality and our visions can leverage
the highest abilities of man. You can't build a skyscraper
without being able to create a vision of it first. So we USE
our visions for getting places we desire. And we set aside
the visions that don't move us forward.

 

[sportsfan]

Our brains create our reality and our visions can leverage
the highest abilities of man. You can't build a skyscraper
without being able to create a vision of it first. So we USE
our visions for getting places we desire. And we set aside
the visions that don't move us forward.

So I am truly just facing paranoid scitzphrenia?

 

[com7fy8]

So I am truly just facing paranoid scitzphrenia?

That is a question for an honest and competent psychological professional to answer.

But the Bible is very clear >

"Be anxious for nothing" > in Philippians 4:6.

"'Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.'" (John 14:27)

 

[sportsfan]

That is a question for an honest and competent psychological professional to answer.

But the Bible is very clear >

"Be anxious for nothing" > in Philippians 4:6.

"'Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.'" (John 14:27)

Thanks Comfy for the truth and I do see a psychiatrist he gives me Latuda and Lamatical they tell me the Yellow Light and the Blue Sphere isn't real as it isn't in the Holy Bible and that I will be raptured and that I am just sick and that I couldn't have gotten the Mark.

 

[com7fy8]

Don't trust anything that is anti-love >

fear, anger, bitterness, worry, shame and guilt, dominating drives and distractions for pleasure and escapes >

Jesus is kind to us > "you will find rest for your souls." (in Matthew 11:28-30)

Jesus makes us strong so we can't be hurt and confused by nasty and negative and cruel things which attack our minds.

But, also, we need to be strong so we are not dominated by drives for pleasure.

If we can get nasty when we don't get the pleasures we want, this means we are weak so pleasures can have power over us!!

And weakness for pleasure lusts can help keep us weak so cruel and negative visions and confusion can get the better of us - - and keep our attention away from God and loving, too busy worrying about our own selves. So - - worry is anti-love, a pathological liar; so don't trust it!!

Be content with the nice things we have; and be appreciative . . . not demanding and reacting nastily to not getting things we want.

"Do all things without complaining and disputing" (in Philippians 2:13-16).

And we need to be strong in love and forgiving.

 

[SkyWriting]

So I am truly just facing paranoid scitzphrenia?

Could be pizza and chocolate milk. I wouldn't know the cause.
But I know the symptoms are not something God is unaware of.
There is no cause for alarm about God not knowing the full situation.

 

[sportsfan]

Don't trust anything that is anti-love >

fear, anger, bitterness, worry, shame and guilt, dominating drives and distractions for pleasure and escapes >

Jesus is kind to us > "you will find rest for your souls." (in Matthew 11:28-30)

Jesus makes us strong so we can't be hurt and confused by nasty and negative and cruel things which attack our minds.

But, also, we need to be strong so we are not dominated by drives for pleasure.

If we can get nasty when we don't get the pleasures we want, this means we are weak so pleasures can have power over us!!

And weakness for pleasure lusts can help keep us weak so cruel and negative visions and confusion can get the better of us - - and keep our attention away from God and loving, too busy worrying about our own selves. So - - worry is anti-love, a pathological liar; so don't trust it!!

Be content with the nice things we have; and be appreciative . . . not demanding and reacting nastily to not getting things we want.

"Do all things without complaining and disputing" (in Philippians 2:13-16).

And we need to be strong in love and forgiving.

Thanks Comfy there is nothing about talking crosses in the bible.

 

[sportsfan]

Could be pizza and chocolate milk. I wouldn't know the cause.
But I know the symptoms are not something God is unaware of.
There is no cause for alarm about God not knowing the full situation.

Thanks!

 

[Mari17]

OCD keeps finding a way to raise doubts about our obsessive topic. So, even if you find an "answer" that gives you relief, OCD will likely come up with another argument to keep you worried. That's why it's very important to get help for your OCD. Do you have a way to get therapy for your OCD?