I was raised a Lutheran, but when my former church decided they didn't like our pastor (who was doing a fine job in my opinion), they kicked him out; my family decided to leave also. It was in the move from our Lutheran church to a Methodist church that I stopped attending and now consider myself a non-believer.
However, I still think much about religious philosophy, and my thinking brought me to the very beginning of everything:
Assuming there is a God, creator of heaven and earth, why did God create us, the universe, and all things?
This is where my logic leads me:
A prominent lesson that I was taught in my years as a church-goer was by not worshiping God, our only God, and by not repenting my sins, I would be doomed to eternal damnation. I found this to be in conflict with the concept of "freewill."
If God truely gave humans freewill, then our situation would be this:
God, the one and only being, created new, inferior beings out of nothing, and instructed them to worship Him; however, at the same time, God granted the beings the gift of freewill, which allowed for the choice of not worshiping Him. If a being chose not to worship Him, then God would damn the being to hell. Thus, by exercising one's freewill, a direct gift from God, one would become damned. Furthermore, the being's only chance to enter God's Kingdom would be to repent as originally instructed, therefore eliminating the validity of our "freewill."
One might say the being's repentance was a lesson to follow the word of God, but if that were so, this would be the situation:
The omniscient, omnipresent God created, out of nothing, humans for the sole purpose of imposing His importance on these new, ignorant, inferior beings. And through such "lessons," He displayed His greatness to these new beings by indirectly forcing them, who He gave "freewill," to worship Him.
Case 1 - If my logic is sound, then I'm led to conclude that God created us so something/someone would worship Him; and if I was brought into existence as a tool to satisfy the omnipotent Being's wish to be worshiped, then I don't believe God deserves my praise, whether that damns my soul or not.*
Case 2 - However, if God truely gave humans freewill, then I am free to hold no faith in His existence without any consequence; therefore, I would be allowed to never worship or never repent and still be accepted into God's Kingdom.
If Case 1 is true, then "freewill" is an illusion, and our existance is futile. He did not create us for our own good (which would be a paradox if he did), but to satisfy God's want to be worshiped.
If Case 2 is true, then thousands of years of Christian ceremony will have been proved futile, and Christians would shift from living to please God to living to create a utopian society.
I understand if this may come off as blasphemous, and I hope I didn't deeply offend anyone by posting this. It was difficult to translate my thoughts into words, so I also understand if you don't follow my logic. If you were able to grasp my ideas, then I would like to know what you think. Either way, I would appreciate constructive insight.
*Based on the adaptivity of humans, the power of thought over emotion, and the concept that all "negative" environments are relative to experience and time, my logic leads me to postulate whether there can truely be "eternal misery" (a.k.a. hell). However, I'd wish to save this for a seperate thread.
However, I still think much about religious philosophy, and my thinking brought me to the very beginning of everything:
Assuming there is a God, creator of heaven and earth, why did God create us, the universe, and all things?
This is where my logic leads me:
A prominent lesson that I was taught in my years as a church-goer was by not worshiping God, our only God, and by not repenting my sins, I would be doomed to eternal damnation. I found this to be in conflict with the concept of "freewill."
If God truely gave humans freewill, then our situation would be this:
God, the one and only being, created new, inferior beings out of nothing, and instructed them to worship Him; however, at the same time, God granted the beings the gift of freewill, which allowed for the choice of not worshiping Him. If a being chose not to worship Him, then God would damn the being to hell. Thus, by exercising one's freewill, a direct gift from God, one would become damned. Furthermore, the being's only chance to enter God's Kingdom would be to repent as originally instructed, therefore eliminating the validity of our "freewill."
One might say the being's repentance was a lesson to follow the word of God, but if that were so, this would be the situation:
The omniscient, omnipresent God created, out of nothing, humans for the sole purpose of imposing His importance on these new, ignorant, inferior beings. And through such "lessons," He displayed His greatness to these new beings by indirectly forcing them, who He gave "freewill," to worship Him.
Case 1 - If my logic is sound, then I'm led to conclude that God created us so something/someone would worship Him; and if I was brought into existence as a tool to satisfy the omnipotent Being's wish to be worshiped, then I don't believe God deserves my praise, whether that damns my soul or not.*
Case 2 - However, if God truely gave humans freewill, then I am free to hold no faith in His existence without any consequence; therefore, I would be allowed to never worship or never repent and still be accepted into God's Kingdom.
If Case 1 is true, then "freewill" is an illusion, and our existance is futile. He did not create us for our own good (which would be a paradox if he did), but to satisfy God's want to be worshiped.
If Case 2 is true, then thousands of years of Christian ceremony will have been proved futile, and Christians would shift from living to please God to living to create a utopian society.
I understand if this may come off as blasphemous, and I hope I didn't deeply offend anyone by posting this. It was difficult to translate my thoughts into words, so I also understand if you don't follow my logic. If you were able to grasp my ideas, then I would like to know what you think. Either way, I would appreciate constructive insight.
*Based on the adaptivity of humans, the power of thought over emotion, and the concept that all "negative" environments are relative to experience and time, my logic leads me to postulate whether there can truely be "eternal misery" (a.k.a. hell). However, I'd wish to save this for a seperate thread.