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I don't have a lot of experience with the whole relationship scene, only have been in one actual relationship that could even be considered one, because of feelings that were developed and shared. And even with that relationship having its ups and downs and ins and outs I can and never will be able to say I regreted any of it. It took me a bit to get past a lot of things I was dealing with after that relationship ended, still dealing with certain things and carry somethings, but thats expected and I really don't mind it.
But I have the problem with wanting to be in a relationship, I want the next chapter so to speak in my life to start. And maybe its the sappy side of me showing through but I miss the thought of being in a relaionship, knowing that there is someone in your life. I loved the fact of waking up each morning and going to bed each night and that one person being the first and last thing you think about. Maybe I was too over the top with it, but it was a nice feeling. But I am in no means rushing a relationship even if I am one of the people that wants to get marriend and have my own baseball team of kids. I want a stable best friend relationship, that we really wouldn't even have to consider the two of us to be a couple. I just would love to say to people that I married my best friend, even though people refer to their spouse as their best friend, I think there's a difference. But I am trying to take the time of not having someone special in my life and not looking for it to really reflect on things that are in my life and what I truly want out of life and not what's just always a given.
But I have the problem with wanting to be in a relationship, I want the next chapter so to speak in my life to start. And maybe its the sappy side of me showing through but I miss the thought of being in a relaionship, knowing that there is someone in your life. I loved the fact of waking up each morning and going to bed each night and that one person being the first and last thing you think about. Maybe I was too over the top with it, but it was a nice feeling. But I am in no means rushing a relationship even if I am one of the people that wants to get marriend and have my own baseball team of kids. I want a stable best friend relationship, that we really wouldn't even have to consider the two of us to be a couple. I just would love to say to people that I married my best friend, even though people refer to their spouse as their best friend, I think there's a difference. But I am trying to take the time of not having someone special in my life and not looking for it to really reflect on things that are in my life and what I truly want out of life and not what's just always a given.