I was at home on-line, surfing through bulletin boards. I received an e-mail from my wife, who was at work, asking me to call her immediately. I got off-line, but before I could call, the phone rang; it was my next older sister, who was very upset....she had received a call from our other sister, who was practically in hysterics. I had turned the TV on about this time, and was trying to make sense of what was going on.....
While I was talking to my sister, her daughter came in, yelling "They just got Camp David!" That, of course, wasn't true, but things were so totally confused that morning, nobody knew what was going on; all I knew was that the country was under attack and nobody had any idea just exactly where the Commander in Chief was.
My sister and I finally agreed that she should call my other sister back and tell her to get out of the house and down to where her daughter worked (she's a resturant manager) and that under no circumstances should she be alone. (She is rather high-strung, and 9/11 just about put her over the edge.)
I finally called my wife, and by now I had watched enough news reports to figure out the basics of what was going on. We talked for a bit, she said she would stay at work, but that if I went anywhere, to let her know where and for how long. I didn't go anywhere for the rest of the day----I sat in front of the TV and watched the whole thing until late, late that night. I remember feeling very grim, and thinking to myself, "You sons of b*****s.......you do this to my country?"
It was a very, very stressful day. I kept trying to figure out how it could happen on such a beautiful day----how could such horror just come out of a clear blue sky?
And I thought then---and I was right---that this would be one of those "chronological divides"; that forever after, people would divide history into pre-9/11 and post 9/11, just like people did with Pearl Harbor. I remember knowing with a sort of sickening certainty that life as we knew it had just ended; things from this point on would be different, and nothing would ever be the same as it had been before again. I think we are still in just the beginning phases of that realization. I believe we are headed for a gigantic clash of cultures---Islam against the West---and it will not be pretty.