What a powerful and mighty thing.
I was blind. I had no idea if there was a God. In fact my faith in man and what they taught was shattered. So many lies, from Santa Claus to the Easter Bunny. Then man taught me science in schools. Taught me all the more there is not a God. More doubt and lies crept in. Washing all trust and belief away. No matter. HE had this.
My girlfriend at the time was wanting me to go to a church. Kept annoying me with it. Then she had this friend. A true believer. She has this faith, that I could see. I noticed it. That faith that you can only see in one that has JESUS inside.
Well I was rather annoyed being asked over and over. She had no respect of my beliefs. lol Which I had none. So after she asked this last time. I am a man of my word. God knew that. So after she asked this last time I was in the car driving home. Suddenly my head turned and without my control I might add, and the word was like poured out my mouth that had opened without my control and the word "yes" came out my mouth. I was like, um that was weird. I said it and must of had the most confused look on my face. I didn't do it. I was not controlling my body. HE was! Or some angel. Either way, it was not me.
So I am committed. I go to this church. Because that in my mind is where God is at. I get there and it is full of people. They are everywhere. Okay. Everyone is happy and shaking my hand. Not cool with me. I am miserable. This is not my crowd. I rather punch them, than shake their hands. I am a fighter. 200 fights plus. Never beaten. I get this power that comes out of me. It in there deep. So I am really wanting to put it on them if they don't leave me alone.
So the church has maybe 200 people. Packed into this small building. It was a cold day. Chilly in the church. So I am sitting there and asking God over and over to show Himself to me. Nothing over and over. All through the service. Not really paying any attention to the preaching. That woman must have been praying while I was there. They had an altar call. I remember watching people girls and guys walking up, crying and acting like babies. I was looking at them like what is wrong with these nut cases? So I went back to asking. More intensely. More desperate this time. Over and over. You show me YOU are and I will believe and follow YOU. Then I felt someones right hand. The hand was more narrow than mine. Longer thinner fingers. I was getting upset. I did not want someone to touch me. I mean I was getting hot. My back was starting to get sweaty from this guys hand being on me. So finally after a couple of minutes, I turned to see who it was.
Um, no one is there. I looked to the left, to the right. No one was there. I still felt that hand. Firmly on my back. My mind paused for a moment. ...... I began to turn back around. As I nearly got back to facing forward I said, "YOU ARE".
I felt this power washing over and into me. It was mighty. It poured into me like a mighty rush. No way to explain it. It poured in and filled me. Completed me. That gap, the gap in my heart was stuffed full. Totally full. All my heart ache. My pains, my burdens. Gone. Outa there. I was trembling, shaking. Amazed. Filled. Empowered. What is this?? Who cares!!! I LOVE IT!!! ITs GOD!!!
My girlfriend seen it in front of her eyes. She was shocked and amazed. You believe??? YES!!!!! I was excited. Full of happiness, full of love. It was incredible.
On the way home, I was in the passenger seat. I was praising and glorifying God after I was done telling my gf what happened. Then God did something new. He opened up my heart, soul, everything so that I could see in the spirit. It took all of me to see, and I could not contain it, nor explain it. It was the largest most powerful thing I ever seen. It was to big, to grand to much. It was God, His love. All of what could be seen. It was incredible. Still in this place. I began to weep. HE asked me, What is wrong? I said, "I can't love you like YOU love me". There was nothing to be said after that moment until later. So, I have this belief, then seen the love. I am home, overwhelmed. Amazed. There is a service in the evening. I can not wait! SO we head to that service. I had no bible at this point. Nor have I read one. So I had no clue what was coming. No idea what so ever.
I am sitting there. I feel the intensity of the Holy Spirit. It fills me, and the entire room. I am sitting there and the glory on me is overwhelming. Amazing. I am standing during one of the songs in the beginning of the service. There is a piano player. I am watching and praising God. I say to God, "I just live to see YOUR face," then outa no where. This bright light appears above the piano player. It was in the shape of a lick of fire, or a tongue. Brightest light you could ever behold. 7 times brighter than the sun. However it did not harm the eyes. No. It was like healing them. I seen this, the purest of white that ever could be seen. Whiter than the whitest snow. Amazing. I looked at it mouth wide open. Amazed. Then I head HIS voice again. "DO NOT LIVE TO SEE MY FACE, LIVE TO COME HOME." I Trembled, shaking, glorifying, amazed. In awe. (Sorry, the Spirit is taking hold of me, just glorifying GOD right now, taking much longer than I expected to type this.) Woo. Praise YOU JESUS!!!! Nearly in tears of joy. Can not help it. What he did for me, you just don't know. It was more than i can say. I am so grateful. In tears now. Smiling, glorifying HIM more.
So this is the day that I believed. In the first I lead 7 people to Jesus. 7 more the next week. They feel HIM too. I am so praising God right now. They saw that love in me. Him. He is awesome. I have a feeling it might be good to read this to someone. Someone there needs this. They need HIM. I have to go. He is sweeping me up in HIS glory. Know He takes it all away. All that pain. All that hurt. My mother told me she hated me, and then died a painful death. It killed me. HE came and took it all away. He can take yours too! Let Him have you. All of you! Be a blessing. Live the love. In Jesus. GotoGOD
I was blind. I had no idea if there was a God. In fact my faith in man and what they taught was shattered. So many lies, from Santa Claus to the Easter Bunny. Then man taught me science in schools. Taught me all the more there is not a God. More doubt and lies crept in. Washing all trust and belief away. No matter. HE had this.
My girlfriend at the time was wanting me to go to a church. Kept annoying me with it. Then she had this friend. A true believer. She has this faith, that I could see. I noticed it. That faith that you can only see in one that has JESUS inside.
Well I was rather annoyed being asked over and over. She had no respect of my beliefs. lol Which I had none. So after she asked this last time. I am a man of my word. God knew that. So after she asked this last time I was in the car driving home. Suddenly my head turned and without my control I might add, and the word was like poured out my mouth that had opened without my control and the word "yes" came out my mouth. I was like, um that was weird. I said it and must of had the most confused look on my face. I didn't do it. I was not controlling my body. HE was! Or some angel. Either way, it was not me.
So I am committed. I go to this church. Because that in my mind is where God is at. I get there and it is full of people. They are everywhere. Okay. Everyone is happy and shaking my hand. Not cool with me. I am miserable. This is not my crowd. I rather punch them, than shake their hands. I am a fighter. 200 fights plus. Never beaten. I get this power that comes out of me. It in there deep. So I am really wanting to put it on them if they don't leave me alone.
So the church has maybe 200 people. Packed into this small building. It was a cold day. Chilly in the church. So I am sitting there and asking God over and over to show Himself to me. Nothing over and over. All through the service. Not really paying any attention to the preaching. That woman must have been praying while I was there. They had an altar call. I remember watching people girls and guys walking up, crying and acting like babies. I was looking at them like what is wrong with these nut cases? So I went back to asking. More intensely. More desperate this time. Over and over. You show me YOU are and I will believe and follow YOU. Then I felt someones right hand. The hand was more narrow than mine. Longer thinner fingers. I was getting upset. I did not want someone to touch me. I mean I was getting hot. My back was starting to get sweaty from this guys hand being on me. So finally after a couple of minutes, I turned to see who it was.
Um, no one is there. I looked to the left, to the right. No one was there. I still felt that hand. Firmly on my back. My mind paused for a moment. ...... I began to turn back around. As I nearly got back to facing forward I said, "YOU ARE".
I felt this power washing over and into me. It was mighty. It poured into me like a mighty rush. No way to explain it. It poured in and filled me. Completed me. That gap, the gap in my heart was stuffed full. Totally full. All my heart ache. My pains, my burdens. Gone. Outa there. I was trembling, shaking. Amazed. Filled. Empowered. What is this?? Who cares!!! I LOVE IT!!! ITs GOD!!!
My girlfriend seen it in front of her eyes. She was shocked and amazed. You believe??? YES!!!!! I was excited. Full of happiness, full of love. It was incredible.
On the way home, I was in the passenger seat. I was praising and glorifying God after I was done telling my gf what happened. Then God did something new. He opened up my heart, soul, everything so that I could see in the spirit. It took all of me to see, and I could not contain it, nor explain it. It was the largest most powerful thing I ever seen. It was to big, to grand to much. It was God, His love. All of what could be seen. It was incredible. Still in this place. I began to weep. HE asked me, What is wrong? I said, "I can't love you like YOU love me". There was nothing to be said after that moment until later. So, I have this belief, then seen the love. I am home, overwhelmed. Amazed. There is a service in the evening. I can not wait! SO we head to that service. I had no bible at this point. Nor have I read one. So I had no clue what was coming. No idea what so ever.
I am sitting there. I feel the intensity of the Holy Spirit. It fills me, and the entire room. I am sitting there and the glory on me is overwhelming. Amazing. I am standing during one of the songs in the beginning of the service. There is a piano player. I am watching and praising God. I say to God, "I just live to see YOUR face," then outa no where. This bright light appears above the piano player. It was in the shape of a lick of fire, or a tongue. Brightest light you could ever behold. 7 times brighter than the sun. However it did not harm the eyes. No. It was like healing them. I seen this, the purest of white that ever could be seen. Whiter than the whitest snow. Amazing. I looked at it mouth wide open. Amazed. Then I head HIS voice again. "DO NOT LIVE TO SEE MY FACE, LIVE TO COME HOME." I Trembled, shaking, glorifying, amazed. In awe. (Sorry, the Spirit is taking hold of me, just glorifying GOD right now, taking much longer than I expected to type this.) Woo. Praise YOU JESUS!!!! Nearly in tears of joy. Can not help it. What he did for me, you just don't know. It was more than i can say. I am so grateful. In tears now. Smiling, glorifying HIM more.
So this is the day that I believed. In the first I lead 7 people to Jesus. 7 more the next week. They feel HIM too. I am so praising God right now. They saw that love in me. Him. He is awesome. I have a feeling it might be good to read this to someone. Someone there needs this. They need HIM. I have to go. He is sweeping me up in HIS glory. Know He takes it all away. All that pain. All that hurt. My mother told me she hated me, and then died a painful death. It killed me. HE came and took it all away. He can take yours too! Let Him have you. All of you! Be a blessing. Live the love. In Jesus. GotoGOD
