- Mar 5, 2006
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Ok this stems from the most recent time I tried killing myself about (that happened about 6 months ago). You all know how I had suffered abuse at the hands of a psycopath that is alway was the reason I wanted to die. Well I had tried to use a razor that time and I really did nearly died. I passed out in the tub and when I woke my blood was covering the entire bathroom floor but the wound was healed. I think it might have been God stoping me from dying that day. Well everytime I saw that razor the devil was trying to get me to kill myself again, wispering in my ear just to end it all now, and that the pain will ends when my life ends. But I resited I picked up that razor held it in the palm of my hand looking at it as a million thougts rushed through my head. I thought about doing it then one thought pushed all others out "LIVE". So I walked to the trash can and I threw out that razor. And since all thoughts about dying have ceased. NOw I live. 
