Would you let me vent?
I met this guy on gym, where I work for. He was working there too. He had always a nice smile when he looked at me. But I didn't pay any attention to him. He left the gym and one day he came to the gym I said hi and he told me that he was earning more money with herbalife, that why he left doing spinning class. He invited me to one of herbalife's meeting. I told him I wasn't good selling, but don't know why I feel some attraction to him and called him. We met and I found him some kind of rude during the meeting. I also realize when he gave some speech that he isn't gym instructor, just was there earning money. I told this to my brother and his girlfriend and they told me that I acted in very cold and distant way (I didn't realize this until they told me). I've some painful experiences with guys (I've to confess that those were in my rebellion period of life), so I'm afraid to suffer again, and to be unfaithful to God again. Well this guy invited me home for lunch to show me the products (I told him I wasn't interest to sell but wanted to buy some products, which was true). But I decided not to go, because I thought he wasn't interest. But after what I've heard from my brother and his girlfriend and others who told me I was too cold, I tried again and emailed him. He respond me quickly and asked me when I'm going to the gym, he would suscribed to it. I thought he was interested, so I invited him to my class and told him I didn't go to his house because I didn't have the money to buy the products. I tried to be more nice, send him some funny cats pictures. He accepted my invitation and told me that I can go to his home when I want. I told him to just call me and we would met. But he didn't say nothing so I sent him an mobil message asking if he would go to my class and he respond after three days, telling me that he would go on tuesday... guess what? He didn't go, neither on tuesday nor on thursday (I give two class there). I got really dissapointed. But I prayed a lot to God to give me signs, if He doesn't like him for me. Well I guess these are the signs, don't you think?
Anyway I wonder why did he respond my emails and told me things he would do, if had no interest... don't understand. Maybe God put him far away from me, ah?
What do you think?
Daniela
I met this guy on gym, where I work for. He was working there too. He had always a nice smile when he looked at me. But I didn't pay any attention to him. He left the gym and one day he came to the gym I said hi and he told me that he was earning more money with herbalife, that why he left doing spinning class. He invited me to one of herbalife's meeting. I told him I wasn't good selling, but don't know why I feel some attraction to him and called him. We met and I found him some kind of rude during the meeting. I also realize when he gave some speech that he isn't gym instructor, just was there earning money. I told this to my brother and his girlfriend and they told me that I acted in very cold and distant way (I didn't realize this until they told me). I've some painful experiences with guys (I've to confess that those were in my rebellion period of life), so I'm afraid to suffer again, and to be unfaithful to God again. Well this guy invited me home for lunch to show me the products (I told him I wasn't interest to sell but wanted to buy some products, which was true). But I decided not to go, because I thought he wasn't interest. But after what I've heard from my brother and his girlfriend and others who told me I was too cold, I tried again and emailed him. He respond me quickly and asked me when I'm going to the gym, he would suscribed to it. I thought he was interested, so I invited him to my class and told him I didn't go to his house because I didn't have the money to buy the products. I tried to be more nice, send him some funny cats pictures. He accepted my invitation and told me that I can go to his home when I want. I told him to just call me and we would met. But he didn't say nothing so I sent him an mobil message asking if he would go to my class and he respond after three days, telling me that he would go on tuesday... guess what? He didn't go, neither on tuesday nor on thursday (I give two class there). I got really dissapointed. But I prayed a lot to God to give me signs, if He doesn't like him for me. Well I guess these are the signs, don't you think?
Anyway I wonder why did he respond my emails and told me things he would do, if had no interest... don't understand. Maybe God put him far away from me, ah?
What do you think?
Daniela
