A little back ground on me, I grew up (and am still doing a lot of growing up) in a family that has taught me christianity, and right from wrong. Ever since I can remember I have believed in God and have at least tried to be a good christian. I attended a private christian school from k-12. I have always known what is right from wrong, but as i grew up, I became a little rebellious, as I'm sure many of us have. I thought that as long as I do good in school, stay out of serious trouble, and had some fun along the way, that i would be good. However through high school I started to goof around and party. I Got In a decent amount of trouble once but wiggled my way out of it my senior year of high school. It didn't really change me. Freshman year of college was when I really started to do what 'I' wanted to do. Got in some trouble, but made sure that my parents didn't find out. I really really liked to party, but i did make sure to keep my grades up to make myself look good on paper. Then this year, my sophomore year I really got in trouble this time, big time. My life was torn to bits by me making on dumb decision. (no i did not kill anyone or anything like that but it is still very serious, at least by my standards and morals) This is when I had my first crisis of faith, if you will. Never before had I experienced panic attacks. These panic attacks were relentless for at least a week or so. So bad that my body would go numb and everything would cramp as i gasped for air. I cried out to the lord and asked him, why? Why would he crush one of his children? The best way I could describe this would be through this metaphor-- I am an egg, hard on the outside, soft on the inside, yet easily broken. God is the chef who needs to crack the egg, which he can easily do with his hands, but instead of cracking the egg on the counter, he took a sledge hammer and crushed it. It seemed excessive, very excessive. I went though sever depression, which interfered with my school, which got in my head. I caught my first 'F' on an exam only 4 days after the incident. Devastated I asked God, what he wanted, why did he do this, why was he being so harsh, why not someone else? A week went by, he hadn't answered any of my questions. The week after I was leaving the library and saw a sign. Literally a sign, it was four verses, I kept walking and thought about it as i was walking, "what were those verses on the sign?" i kept thinking. It got in my head so much that when i was already out of the library, i just had to turn back and see what those verses were about. "Maybe it is a 'sign' from God" (ironic because it literally was a sign) So i made the 5 minute trek back to the sign and took a picture of it. The sign read "He won't put more on you than you can bear. God is good!
Romans 8:28 1 Corinthians 13:13
phill 4:13 John 14:27"
While they are all good verses to cheer someone up, one caught my attention. John 14:27. It reads, "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid" all good stuff. Cheered me up a lot, made me think more positive. Maybe God really was telling me something I thought. So I kept turning to God when I was faced with temptation to return to my old ways. Sure enough he kept true to his word. In the next week, nothing really changed, same old stuff, just me trying to be a better me. Then something changed, and it was out of this world.
As i have been extremely stressed and anxious i have not been able to sleep at all, there were times when i couldn't sleep for 3 days, i would just lay in my bed and cry. To say the least, sleep hasn't really been a thing for me recently. I tried and tried but it didn't work. Well this particular night was quite different. I had returned home from school for fall break, and while it was good to see my family, I was still tired and anxious, and a bit depressed. I got to my house on Thursday and stayed until Sunday morning. Did not sleep well on Thursday night nor Friday night, maybe a few hours each night. Saturday though, was like nothing I have experienced before. I did my normal routine of making breakfast then going out for some errands, and eventually made my way to the gym. By the time i got home it was about 4 Pm. Kicked back and watched Tennessee take on Texas A&M (Go Vols). We lost, which i was a little upset about, but i put it in the back of my mind. Not exactly sure when the game ended, probably around 10:30 which is no where near the time i try to go to sleep. (usually stay up until about 2-3Am) However, this is where I got a little thrown off. At 10:30 or 11Pm it was like a wave of exhaustion hit me all at once, like something was telling me to go to sleep. As i hadn't had a good nights sleep in weeks i was all for going to bed right then. So I did. Right as my head hit the pillow i was out cold, like someone had drugged me kinda, i just fell into a deep sleep. Right as I had just fallen asleep, a dream unlike any i have ever had before began.
Here is how it went- I found myself looking out of some windows on the backside of our house which over look into woods. As I am looking outside I look up to the top of the trees and a few birds catch my eye, I am not sure how many there were though, 2 maybe 3 or 4 of them, not positive though. I turn my attention to these birds, and notice that they were bald eagles. As bald eagles are somewhat rare in the part of North Carolina that my parents house is in, I decided to step out to my back yard to get a closer look. They looked like they were about 100-150 feet up, "wow" i thought "God did a good job making those birds, they are amazing!" Then they lowered in altitude, and lowered, and lowered, and lowered. I thought it was weird because i thought they were only 150 feet up, yet they kept getting bigger and bigger. Then it landed. I paid no attention to the other birds after that for i could not take my eyes off of the one that landed before me. She stood at about 6 feet tall with a wingspan of what seemed to be 15-20 feet. Magnificent wings with bright golden brown feathers. My eyes followed the lines of the wings, which led my eyes into something almost in describable. The head of a bald eagle, with the face of a woman. Beautiful white feathers covered the head, radiating with a cool, pearly, and ivory tinted light shined from the head; it was like looking at all of your happiest memories all combined into a light. Amazed at the light, I looked towards what thought would have just been the face of an eagle. I saw no face of an eagle, instead there was a human looking face. The plumage lessened around the eyes, cheeks, ears, and mouth. It was clear that it was a face. It was the face of a women. She has the most extraordinarily gentle face I could have ever imagined. This was ecstasy. I could not take my eyes off of her. Even if i wanted to, my eyes would not move. Just looking at this magnificent creature gave me the purest happiness. Looking at it was like seeing every good deed, every life saved, every pure thing that has ever happened here on earth, manifest into a being. She spoke to me. I do not remember what she said, for i couldn't grasp this felling i was having by looking at her. That was literally the only thing I could focus on, this creatures beauty. As i mentioned i do not recall what exactly she said, but by the end of what she was saying she must have asked me to take her hand or told me she wanted to show me something, because the next thing i know i took her hand. This all sounds so hollywood but what she did next took this ecstasy that i had and multiplied it by thousands and thousands. For as i took her hand, she put me on he back, and took off. I was riding this incredible creature that was glowing with the light of everything that is good through the skys. As we were soaring through the sky I saw the whitest clouds i have ever seen. In every direction light was pouring out of these clouds as if the sun was inside of the clouds. This light though was a little different. It had all of the same characteristics of the light i had previously described (except one but i will get to that) but there was more to it. It poured out of these clouds and filled every crevasse, valley, and cave with light. It almost seemed to take the form of liquid, it could not be blocked. THERE WE NO SHADOWS. Imagine the world being flooded with water, except with water was this amazing light filled with all things good. One thing that differed from this light compared to the other though was its warmth. It wasn't just the cool, white ivory, pearly colored light, it was almost gold. It was warm, and from what i can describe as a loving light. It made me want to dive off the eagle and into the light. I did not though for the creature I was riding had a destination. We got closer and closer to the clouds, as we approached my emotions kept amplifying, only the good ones. I just wanted to love everyone, literally everyone, you name it, i wanted to show me love for them. Saddam, Hitler, my grumpy neighbor, anyone. I wanted other to experience this ecstasy. The more and more i look back on this dream i realize how little of a concept of time there was. There were no seconds, minutes nor hours. I was on this eagle, and as i think about it, i could have been on it for 10 minutes, but if i think about it more, i feel like i could have been on it for days and days. Quite an odd feeling if you ask me, in a good way though. Free of stress. At last we reached the clouds, and then it happened. I use the word 'it' because i can't describe what really happened, it was like i exploded it to this white pure light, i did not have a body, but i could still feel. I fell excitement, joy, love, compassion, every emotion at its peak. It was like my body just burst into everythingness, if thats even a word. It was all of this warm white light flowing through what i guess is my soul. All the positive things were with in me, it made me want to scream at the top of my lungs with shouts of happiness, it made me want to cry because of the beauty, it made me want to run a marathon, everything. This doesn't even describe 1% of it. Its indescribable. I do not know how long this went on for, because like i said, time really wasn't a thing. Then pop. The bubble of ecstasy burst. It was 12:41 AM in North Carolina on a Sunday. Yup, just like that back to reality. I turned over on my side and thought whoa, that was a really amazing dream. Then i got a mid night snack and went to sleep, hoping for another dream like that again, but nothing, no more dreams that night. I woke up the next morning and left for school at noon. Got back to my apartment and all i could think about was this dream. This experience was so amazing that if someone said id have to cut off my left hand (lefty here) in order to have the dream again, I am not kidding, I Would actually probably do it. I cannot stress this enough, just for the two hours or so of this dream, i would seriously consider something of the sort in order to experience this again.
It wouldn't leave my mind, this dream. So what did i do? I prayed to God and asked him to please let me have the dream again this night. I felt kind of selfish asking for this, but i tried to reassure myself that i wanted to experience this dream again so that i could remember what the women with wings had said to me, and so that i may ask her who she was. So i prayed and prayed for it to happen again this night. No wave of exhaustion hit me this time, things were back to how they were previously, I tried to sleep, but it was difficult, i had the hardest time trying to sleep. Eventually at about 4 Am or so i dozed off. Instantly in a dream like the night before, except nothing was the same. This was the most opposite experience i can imagine. Complete opposite. I found myself standing on a circular wooden post, like the ones that piers and docks stand on top of. This post was barely big enough to fit both of my feet on, my toes and heels hung off the post making it pretty painful to stand on, and hard to balance. This post though was not on land, it was in a lake (specifically: this lake is a lake in North Carolina that I grew up going to as a child, as my grandparents lived on this lake. Relative to the post on which i was standing on their house was about 100 yards from the post and me.) This post on which i was standing rose about 4 maybe 5 feet taller than the water. I was stripped of my clothes. Standing on this post naked, i covered myself with my hands and looked around to see what was going on. As i looked around I noticed that the trees were barren, no leaves. "Thats odd, kinda creepy" i thought to my self. I could not see the sun for it was really really cloudy, like a mixture of the type of clouds that come before it snows, and the type of clouds that are thick and dark and look like they could explode with lightning at any moment. You get the point, it was cloudy, no sun. There was however still light, and it came from my left, but i couldn't seem to pinpoint where it was coming from, i just knew it came from the left because the shadows of the trees were cast to the right. I kept looking around and saw that the grass was even gray. Like someone had dumped ash all over their yard. Then i noticed that it was even on the trees, like everything had burnt up, not from fire though. As strange as it sounds, it looked like all of the natural growth had been heated up to an extreme temperature, enough to burn the leaves off but leave the tree standing. I kept looking around, and saw one short lady, maybe about 5 foot 4 inches. She was obese and walked slow with a limp, we made eye contact but said nothing. It was a little odd that she didn't say anything to a boy standing on a pole, naked in a lake, but i was so confused that that was not really my concern. Then voices gathered around me, like an auditorium filling with an audience. If you have ever been to a play, it sounded exactly what its like before the play starts. A bunch of people quietly talking waiting for the show to begin. The voices surrounded me and were subtle at first. Then something or some force started nudging me almost, i was losing my balance and as i started losing my balance i had this eery feeling that there was something lurking underneath the murky gray water, which proved not to be just a feeling, but a reality as i saw what appeared to be a prehistoric looking tail gliding through the waters. It came to my attention that I was the star 'actor' in some twisted, demented, play. The nudging increased more, i was loosing my balance. I felt like bait for some beast, and everyone was waiting to see the 'gran finale.' I cried out for help, and when i did, the voices of this 'audience' turned in to laughter. This laughter was not the happy kind, it was the kind of laughter that was like those of an evil villain. I could tell the audience enjoyed seeing me like this. The nudging grew stronger and stronger. The laughter louder. I cried for help louder and louder, each time i cried for help though a beast-like roar erupted 5 times louder than my cries. "Who is doing that?!" I yelled, I looked around and there was no one but that same old lady, "can't be her" I thought to myself. It wasn't. I looked to my right down onto the water. It was my shadow making the noise. However, the shadow was no longer a silhouette of me, but was that of a boar like beast, with tusks. That was the beastly roars I was hearing. I looked at the silhouette of the boar on the water and cried, tears of fear, embarrassment, all negative emotions were erupting within me. A pit within me had formed, the emptiest feeling you can imagine, I felt like a puppet. The laughter was at its peak at this point. The nudging had turned into a push. I was still on the post but was leaned over the water at a 45 degree angle, it felt like i was constantly falling. I was using all of my strength and will power to keep me from falling, and could last no longer. Naked and scared, i stood there wondering why, and what was going on. At the moment just before I was going to give up the short old lady that walked with a limp said something along the lines of "you've had enough, lets get you down from there." The laughter abruptly stopped as if this lady was a 'party crasher' of sorts. I could hear multiple people saying "awwwww," and "come onnnnn," She helped me gain my balance back and when i turned around this post that i was standing on was part of a pier. This pier was not there before though, it was just this post out on the water. Now however, this post had a pier connected to it, that led to land. She gave me a blanket or towel of sorts, so that i could cover my self up. After i covered myself she said "its time for you to get out of here." We slowly walked back, as she had a limp. We got to the end of the portion of the pier that connected to land, and right as my foot touched the land, poof i was back in my bed. It was either 5:08 AM or 5:18 AM, Monday morning.
To say the least, these dreams were the most real dreams I have ever had. I usually do not remember my dreams either. So it is odd that i remember these in such detail. I also find the fact that when my dreams ended i instantly woke up, very very weird. It would very much appreciated if anyone can tell me if these were dreams with spiritual meanings, or if i am just thinking about them too much. If these dream are sent from God, can anyone tell me what they mean, and perhaps why? Have any of you had similar dreams? Any scripture that correlates with these dreams would be much appreciated. This time in my life seems to be filled with uncertainty, and i just want y'alls best opinions, thoughts, scripture, and interpretations on this.
Lastly, i ask to all of my brothers and sisters in christ who see this, will you pray for me? Will you pray that i have the strength to resist the temptation to return to my old habits?
And will you pray that I can understand what exactly God wants to do with me?
-With love,
Your fellow brother in christ- Parker
Romans 8:28 1 Corinthians 13:13
phill 4:13 John 14:27"
While they are all good verses to cheer someone up, one caught my attention. John 14:27. It reads, "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid" all good stuff. Cheered me up a lot, made me think more positive. Maybe God really was telling me something I thought. So I kept turning to God when I was faced with temptation to return to my old ways. Sure enough he kept true to his word. In the next week, nothing really changed, same old stuff, just me trying to be a better me. Then something changed, and it was out of this world.
As i have been extremely stressed and anxious i have not been able to sleep at all, there were times when i couldn't sleep for 3 days, i would just lay in my bed and cry. To say the least, sleep hasn't really been a thing for me recently. I tried and tried but it didn't work. Well this particular night was quite different. I had returned home from school for fall break, and while it was good to see my family, I was still tired and anxious, and a bit depressed. I got to my house on Thursday and stayed until Sunday morning. Did not sleep well on Thursday night nor Friday night, maybe a few hours each night. Saturday though, was like nothing I have experienced before. I did my normal routine of making breakfast then going out for some errands, and eventually made my way to the gym. By the time i got home it was about 4 Pm. Kicked back and watched Tennessee take on Texas A&M (Go Vols). We lost, which i was a little upset about, but i put it in the back of my mind. Not exactly sure when the game ended, probably around 10:30 which is no where near the time i try to go to sleep. (usually stay up until about 2-3Am) However, this is where I got a little thrown off. At 10:30 or 11Pm it was like a wave of exhaustion hit me all at once, like something was telling me to go to sleep. As i hadn't had a good nights sleep in weeks i was all for going to bed right then. So I did. Right as my head hit the pillow i was out cold, like someone had drugged me kinda, i just fell into a deep sleep. Right as I had just fallen asleep, a dream unlike any i have ever had before began.
Here is how it went- I found myself looking out of some windows on the backside of our house which over look into woods. As I am looking outside I look up to the top of the trees and a few birds catch my eye, I am not sure how many there were though, 2 maybe 3 or 4 of them, not positive though. I turn my attention to these birds, and notice that they were bald eagles. As bald eagles are somewhat rare in the part of North Carolina that my parents house is in, I decided to step out to my back yard to get a closer look. They looked like they were about 100-150 feet up, "wow" i thought "God did a good job making those birds, they are amazing!" Then they lowered in altitude, and lowered, and lowered, and lowered. I thought it was weird because i thought they were only 150 feet up, yet they kept getting bigger and bigger. Then it landed. I paid no attention to the other birds after that for i could not take my eyes off of the one that landed before me. She stood at about 6 feet tall with a wingspan of what seemed to be 15-20 feet. Magnificent wings with bright golden brown feathers. My eyes followed the lines of the wings, which led my eyes into something almost in describable. The head of a bald eagle, with the face of a woman. Beautiful white feathers covered the head, radiating with a cool, pearly, and ivory tinted light shined from the head; it was like looking at all of your happiest memories all combined into a light. Amazed at the light, I looked towards what thought would have just been the face of an eagle. I saw no face of an eagle, instead there was a human looking face. The plumage lessened around the eyes, cheeks, ears, and mouth. It was clear that it was a face. It was the face of a women. She has the most extraordinarily gentle face I could have ever imagined. This was ecstasy. I could not take my eyes off of her. Even if i wanted to, my eyes would not move. Just looking at this magnificent creature gave me the purest happiness. Looking at it was like seeing every good deed, every life saved, every pure thing that has ever happened here on earth, manifest into a being. She spoke to me. I do not remember what she said, for i couldn't grasp this felling i was having by looking at her. That was literally the only thing I could focus on, this creatures beauty. As i mentioned i do not recall what exactly she said, but by the end of what she was saying she must have asked me to take her hand or told me she wanted to show me something, because the next thing i know i took her hand. This all sounds so hollywood but what she did next took this ecstasy that i had and multiplied it by thousands and thousands. For as i took her hand, she put me on he back, and took off. I was riding this incredible creature that was glowing with the light of everything that is good through the skys. As we were soaring through the sky I saw the whitest clouds i have ever seen. In every direction light was pouring out of these clouds as if the sun was inside of the clouds. This light though was a little different. It had all of the same characteristics of the light i had previously described (except one but i will get to that) but there was more to it. It poured out of these clouds and filled every crevasse, valley, and cave with light. It almost seemed to take the form of liquid, it could not be blocked. THERE WE NO SHADOWS. Imagine the world being flooded with water, except with water was this amazing light filled with all things good. One thing that differed from this light compared to the other though was its warmth. It wasn't just the cool, white ivory, pearly colored light, it was almost gold. It was warm, and from what i can describe as a loving light. It made me want to dive off the eagle and into the light. I did not though for the creature I was riding had a destination. We got closer and closer to the clouds, as we approached my emotions kept amplifying, only the good ones. I just wanted to love everyone, literally everyone, you name it, i wanted to show me love for them. Saddam, Hitler, my grumpy neighbor, anyone. I wanted other to experience this ecstasy. The more and more i look back on this dream i realize how little of a concept of time there was. There were no seconds, minutes nor hours. I was on this eagle, and as i think about it, i could have been on it for 10 minutes, but if i think about it more, i feel like i could have been on it for days and days. Quite an odd feeling if you ask me, in a good way though. Free of stress. At last we reached the clouds, and then it happened. I use the word 'it' because i can't describe what really happened, it was like i exploded it to this white pure light, i did not have a body, but i could still feel. I fell excitement, joy, love, compassion, every emotion at its peak. It was like my body just burst into everythingness, if thats even a word. It was all of this warm white light flowing through what i guess is my soul. All the positive things were with in me, it made me want to scream at the top of my lungs with shouts of happiness, it made me want to cry because of the beauty, it made me want to run a marathon, everything. This doesn't even describe 1% of it. Its indescribable. I do not know how long this went on for, because like i said, time really wasn't a thing. Then pop. The bubble of ecstasy burst. It was 12:41 AM in North Carolina on a Sunday. Yup, just like that back to reality. I turned over on my side and thought whoa, that was a really amazing dream. Then i got a mid night snack and went to sleep, hoping for another dream like that again, but nothing, no more dreams that night. I woke up the next morning and left for school at noon. Got back to my apartment and all i could think about was this dream. This experience was so amazing that if someone said id have to cut off my left hand (lefty here) in order to have the dream again, I am not kidding, I Would actually probably do it. I cannot stress this enough, just for the two hours or so of this dream, i would seriously consider something of the sort in order to experience this again.
It wouldn't leave my mind, this dream. So what did i do? I prayed to God and asked him to please let me have the dream again this night. I felt kind of selfish asking for this, but i tried to reassure myself that i wanted to experience this dream again so that i could remember what the women with wings had said to me, and so that i may ask her who she was. So i prayed and prayed for it to happen again this night. No wave of exhaustion hit me this time, things were back to how they were previously, I tried to sleep, but it was difficult, i had the hardest time trying to sleep. Eventually at about 4 Am or so i dozed off. Instantly in a dream like the night before, except nothing was the same. This was the most opposite experience i can imagine. Complete opposite. I found myself standing on a circular wooden post, like the ones that piers and docks stand on top of. This post was barely big enough to fit both of my feet on, my toes and heels hung off the post making it pretty painful to stand on, and hard to balance. This post though was not on land, it was in a lake (specifically: this lake is a lake in North Carolina that I grew up going to as a child, as my grandparents lived on this lake. Relative to the post on which i was standing on their house was about 100 yards from the post and me.) This post on which i was standing rose about 4 maybe 5 feet taller than the water. I was stripped of my clothes. Standing on this post naked, i covered myself with my hands and looked around to see what was going on. As i looked around I noticed that the trees were barren, no leaves. "Thats odd, kinda creepy" i thought to my self. I could not see the sun for it was really really cloudy, like a mixture of the type of clouds that come before it snows, and the type of clouds that are thick and dark and look like they could explode with lightning at any moment. You get the point, it was cloudy, no sun. There was however still light, and it came from my left, but i couldn't seem to pinpoint where it was coming from, i just knew it came from the left because the shadows of the trees were cast to the right. I kept looking around and saw that the grass was even gray. Like someone had dumped ash all over their yard. Then i noticed that it was even on the trees, like everything had burnt up, not from fire though. As strange as it sounds, it looked like all of the natural growth had been heated up to an extreme temperature, enough to burn the leaves off but leave the tree standing. I kept looking around, and saw one short lady, maybe about 5 foot 4 inches. She was obese and walked slow with a limp, we made eye contact but said nothing. It was a little odd that she didn't say anything to a boy standing on a pole, naked in a lake, but i was so confused that that was not really my concern. Then voices gathered around me, like an auditorium filling with an audience. If you have ever been to a play, it sounded exactly what its like before the play starts. A bunch of people quietly talking waiting for the show to begin. The voices surrounded me and were subtle at first. Then something or some force started nudging me almost, i was losing my balance and as i started losing my balance i had this eery feeling that there was something lurking underneath the murky gray water, which proved not to be just a feeling, but a reality as i saw what appeared to be a prehistoric looking tail gliding through the waters. It came to my attention that I was the star 'actor' in some twisted, demented, play. The nudging increased more, i was loosing my balance. I felt like bait for some beast, and everyone was waiting to see the 'gran finale.' I cried out for help, and when i did, the voices of this 'audience' turned in to laughter. This laughter was not the happy kind, it was the kind of laughter that was like those of an evil villain. I could tell the audience enjoyed seeing me like this. The nudging grew stronger and stronger. The laughter louder. I cried for help louder and louder, each time i cried for help though a beast-like roar erupted 5 times louder than my cries. "Who is doing that?!" I yelled, I looked around and there was no one but that same old lady, "can't be her" I thought to myself. It wasn't. I looked to my right down onto the water. It was my shadow making the noise. However, the shadow was no longer a silhouette of me, but was that of a boar like beast, with tusks. That was the beastly roars I was hearing. I looked at the silhouette of the boar on the water and cried, tears of fear, embarrassment, all negative emotions were erupting within me. A pit within me had formed, the emptiest feeling you can imagine, I felt like a puppet. The laughter was at its peak at this point. The nudging had turned into a push. I was still on the post but was leaned over the water at a 45 degree angle, it felt like i was constantly falling. I was using all of my strength and will power to keep me from falling, and could last no longer. Naked and scared, i stood there wondering why, and what was going on. At the moment just before I was going to give up the short old lady that walked with a limp said something along the lines of "you've had enough, lets get you down from there." The laughter abruptly stopped as if this lady was a 'party crasher' of sorts. I could hear multiple people saying "awwwww," and "come onnnnn," She helped me gain my balance back and when i turned around this post that i was standing on was part of a pier. This pier was not there before though, it was just this post out on the water. Now however, this post had a pier connected to it, that led to land. She gave me a blanket or towel of sorts, so that i could cover my self up. After i covered myself she said "its time for you to get out of here." We slowly walked back, as she had a limp. We got to the end of the portion of the pier that connected to land, and right as my foot touched the land, poof i was back in my bed. It was either 5:08 AM or 5:18 AM, Monday morning.
To say the least, these dreams were the most real dreams I have ever had. I usually do not remember my dreams either. So it is odd that i remember these in such detail. I also find the fact that when my dreams ended i instantly woke up, very very weird. It would very much appreciated if anyone can tell me if these were dreams with spiritual meanings, or if i am just thinking about them too much. If these dream are sent from God, can anyone tell me what they mean, and perhaps why? Have any of you had similar dreams? Any scripture that correlates with these dreams would be much appreciated. This time in my life seems to be filled with uncertainty, and i just want y'alls best opinions, thoughts, scripture, and interpretations on this.
Lastly, i ask to all of my brothers and sisters in christ who see this, will you pray for me? Will you pray that i have the strength to resist the temptation to return to my old habits?
And will you pray that I can understand what exactly God wants to do with me?
-With love,
Your fellow brother in christ- Parker